I wrote on Twitter Everyone has secret and they help me remember, that everyone is human. No one is perfect and everyone is as scared as I am. I truly believe this, our secrets are what helps define us, what helps create ourselves. Our secrets shape all of us, in some shape or form.
No one, and I mean, no one tells 100% of what they feel, think or what. Everyone day dreams, everyone has something they keep locked away. I feel for people, thoughts of people and even day dreams of people. These feelings, thoughts and such are not bad, not good or anything just that feelings and thoughts. Their my secrets.
I do believe I can be honest with my self and say, at times I have felt regret, I have and do feel of love and hate and lust and passion. I am human. I have and still do make mistakes and will never be perfect. I like it that way.
I have told people for years now that I do not make regrets. I can only make up for them. Why regret, you can’t take back your actions. But as I stated, everyone feels regret at times, even myself. Why didn’t I do this or say this? Why did I even do that? lol
I like to replay things in my head. Moments, days, even actions from years ago. I step back and think, OMG, really? Are you kidding me? But that’s okay, that’s my secret. That is one of many.
I can say their is one person, that I share everything I could think of. I want to thank her. I want her to know, I love you. You have listened, you have cried with me. Watched me make my mistakes and even helped me decided to do some of them. You let me learn and grow as a human, as a person. You didn’t judge, you didn’t question me. You truly are one of the greatest people I know. So, here is to you Christina. Thank you. I love you for being such a best friend over the past 8. . .9 years now. Let’s tip up our glasses to another 80 years to kickin’ it! 🙂
PS: Who would have thought Pick-Me.Net could have found such a awesome friendship. I heart my Christina!!! Thanks for hosting me so many years ago.
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I don’t know what to say really other than I love you too :). You do the same things for me all the time. You are always there for me in the middle of the night with my drama, trauma and tears and there has been alot of it over the years. In my package to you (that I still have yet to mail damn it lol) there is a magnet that sums it up. Something to the effect of friends are like stars you don’t have to see them to know that they are always there. Which is so very true! We have never been in the same city or state but that doesn’t matter to out hearts and minds. To find a friendship like this from a hosting website is truly amazing. I lurve you my Jenn!!!
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