No bail out for me

I am so upset about my freaking water pipes. They have been frozen since Friday the 8th. It makes me so mad because all Raymond had to do is leave the water dripping. Like that is so freaking hard. Now it has warmed up enough to turn the water back on at the meter to see if it has unfroze. Well, it had. Bad news, it was the main pipe going from the water meter to the house. So, it is broken now.

I have to work tomorrow but dad said he would come over and help try to fix it. The deal is that Raymond has to be there and well, he fails. He left today and still hasn’t come back home. He just text and stated that he would be here in the morning. If he isn’t, I have news for him. If he bails on me and doesn’t come home to help me fix this. I am kicking him out. It was his fault for turning the water off. I just don’t know what I am going to do besides try to get under the house and fix it. The joys of being a home owner. I am glad in most cases because it is paid for and I don’t worry for rent but then this happens and I can’t just call some one and be like, “hey. Come fix this.” Like when I was renting.

I got off work today at noon. Today is my half a day. I came home hoping everything would just work. NO! Nothing works out that way. After filling up all jogs and buckets. I went a head and turned the meter back off. After crying for a few minutes I got it together long enough to write Cody another letter. Then I had to lay down. My head was killing me. My birds wouldn’t shut up long enough for me to sleep it off. So, I have a headache still. I can’t just take a shower at home. I’m just so. . .pissed off! And the bad part of it all. I don’t have my baby to make it better. He is my other BFF. It’s odd not having him here to talk it out. To calm me down. Sad. Sad indeed.

On the good news, Cody asked me to marry in him his letters. He said he realized how much he loved me and how much he wants to be with me. And he doesn’t want to ever be without me. I am so happy. He is the man of my dreams. He is the love of my life. I am so lucky to have him. He is amazing sometimes. Downside I am going to be an Army wife but at least I will have good benefits and I can go with him in most cases.

Time for bed. . .well, to lay down. Watch some Bones. Enjoy the night with my cats.

PS: Will return comments tomorrow evening since I am off for the weekend.

3 thoughts on “No bail out for me

  1. Angela says:

    Best piece of advice I can give you, no matter what shit you are going through.. its best to keep it out of your letters to your Husband. He will be going through worse shit than you and hearing about all the bad things will only distract him from learning all the important things he will need to know to survive in War, etc. He just needs to hear about nice things and a constant reminder that you will always love and support him no matter what. =)

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