Shoot me please

Not much really been going on. Same old stuff.

Printer won’t work for some odd reason. It just won’t come on. Work is well work. I like it better then my old job. I like being able to sit at a desk. πŸ™‚ My dad had to go to the doctor he thought he pulled something. Turns out he has a tumor like growth that he has to have removed and lets see, what else. I finally made a couple of friends here. Everything has been mixed up around here. Not all bad but not all good. Just in the middle it seems.

I don’t know what the hell really is going on. I have had this feeling of being over whelmed for days now. I can’t seem to shack it. I feel worried. I have been having nightmares just about every night. I don’t know. . .I just don’t know.

Long Day

Happy turkey day. I had a good one. . .long but good. I got to spend it with family. I kept falling a sleep during the visits. That’s what I get for not sleeping last night. :yawn:

I talked to the person in my last entry. I believe we have something worked out but not all. I want to be able to talk to them more but I haven’t really had the chance. I truly believe this person waits the same thing I want but it’s just hard for them to say or do what they want. Maybe everything will work out. I hope.

I have been washing clothes like crazy since I got home. I have put a ton of them away. I finally feels pretty nice getting things caught up. I needed to so bad. I was getting so behind. I didn’t have any clean towels or socks. I had to keep going down stairs and hunting and finding random stuff to just get what I needed. I have only had time to wash work clothes. That’s it. Finally a little time.

The bad thing is I have to go back to work today at 4pm. But after today and tomorrow I will get two days off in a row. Time to sleep in and have some fun. πŸ™‚

I’m off to wash some more clothes, take a shower then bed. I hope.

Getting along

I have been working so much and hanging out with my brother so much I haven’t really had time to up date.

Keith and I have been doing pretty good. Nothing to bad just the normal married stuff. Cooking, cleaning, talking, sleeping and so forth and so on.

Raymond is getting a long great with everyone and I got him a job at Wendy’s with me. I’m so glad he is doing good. He is working so hard. Everyone really likes him. I’m glad Keith does. I mean, it wouldn’t matter because that’s my brother but it works out better if my husband likes him and all. πŸ™‚

I’m so tired. I went to bed around 6:15am this morning and got up around 11am. :yawn: I’m so sleepy. I want to go back to bed but I can’t I need to stay up so I can go to bed tonight. I have to work from 10am-8pm. I hate stupid Wendy’s sometimes but it does pay my bills.

Something real

I want to write a real blog entry but that requires real words and stuff to happen. I guess it’s been the same for a while now. Work four days a week off a total of three and then sit home and think to myself about how much house work I am far behind on.

I get my vacation early because my mom has to have a hysterectomy on the 6th of September. I’m so worried about my mom. You know like your mom is going to be sick but when you know she is. . .it’s. . .just. . .I don’t know. Just terrible. I fear the worst and I know I shouldn’t. I guess it’s out of habit.

I need to talk about something else. I know. . .Pets. All my dogs are doing well, all happy and healthily. My hermit cards are doing very well. For my first time having them I think I’m doing well. I’m still learning everyday. My hammie is doing great as well. She likes to pee in her sleeping area but far as that she is doing good. Well as good as you can be when peeing in your sleeping area. πŸ˜€

I re-designed a site last night, it was my friend Jenni’s site: I believe she loves it. I hope she does. She makes such great things. Everyone needs to go buy something from her. πŸ™‚

(See Jenni. I’m trying to pimp your stuff. πŸ˜€ )

I guess I’m off now to work on Chet’s site and then maybe work on a new theme. I need too. I keep getting ideas but all of them suck to me but all designers feel that way. . .I believe so anyway.

Dinner with Judy

Today is Judy’s birthday. We (the brothers) took Judy out for her birthday. :yummy: We had a really nice time. I was glad we got to spend time with her. Far as that we haven’t been doing much of anything.

Someone asked for the firefox plugins. Well, the IE viewer is: here, the gmail notifier is: here, the HTML validator is: here and the LJ plugin is: here. I love all the plugins. I hope that helps. πŸ™‚

Besides that I haven’t been doing much but cleaning up after everyone. YAY! The fun of being the only female in the house. :lmao: I also have been cooking and doing the other “mother” things. *laughs*

My grandmother is coming over tomorrow to see me. I can’t wait. I miss hanging out with her. I know that sounds dumb but I love my grandmother and I know she isn’t going to be around forever so I want to spend as much time with her as I can. She was my best friend for so many years. That’s what mothers and grandmothers are for, right? And mother-in-laws too. 😳

I have a few things I want to add to the site. I want to add a image gallery and little things all over. I might start working on a new layout soon. :floppy: I need to get on it. I have made a few images but nothing to good. I have made some cute icons and cute other things.