Month: January 2009

Yawn.

I feel so tired. I’m not sure why. Well I have an idea but not sure. I have nap twice today. Very lazy but you know what. I love my days off. Wish I had more of them. :/

:yawn: I’m sitting here at Cody’s. Dustan and Sean are here too. I kind of miss my house but I am so lazy I most likely will stay here and sleep more. WOW. I don’t believe I have been this lazy in a while. Very nice!

Something really amazing happen. My dad let me have two albums. The Wish You Were Here and The Wall. I am so freaking happy about it. Both are like new. How amazing? I want to frame them. I am wondering how much they are worth. Never would sell them but just wondering.

The Sweet Escape -Gwen and Akon

Here is to you. Thinking of you as always.

The Sweet Escape lyrics
(feat. Akon)

[Gwen]
If I could escape I would but,
First of all, let me say
I must apologize for acting stank & treating you this way
Cause I’ve been acting like sour milk all on the floor
It’s your fault you didn’t shut the refrigerator
Maybe that’s the reason I’ve been acting so cold?

[CHORUS]
If I could escape & recreate a place that’s my own world
& I could be your favorite girl (forever), Perfectly together
Tell me boy now wouldn’t that be sweet? (sweet escape)
If I could be sweet, I know I’ve been a real bad girl (I’ll try to change)
I didn’t mean for you to get hurt (whatsoever)
We can make it better, Tell me boy wouldn’t that be sweet? (sweet escape)

[Akon]
I want to get away, to our sweet escape
I want to get away, yeah

[Gwen]
You held me down, I’m at my lowest boiling point
Come help me out, I need to get me out of this joint
Come on let’s bounce, counting on you to turn me around
Instead of clowning around, let’s look for some common ground
So baby, times get a little crazy
I’ve been gettin’ a little lazy, waitin’ on you to come save me
I can see that you’re angry by the way that you treat me
Hopefully you don’t leave me, wanna take you with me

[CHORUS]
If I could escape & recreate a place that’s my own world
& I could be your favorite girl (forever), Perfectly together
& tell me boy now wouldn’t that be sweet? (sweet escape)
If I could be sweet (sorry boy)
I know I’ve been a real bad girl (I’ll try to change)
I didn’t mean for you to get hurt (whatsoever)
We can make it better
& tell me boy now wouldn’t that be sweet? (sweet escape)

Woohoo, Yeehoo
Woohoo, Yeehoo (If I could escape)
Woohoo, yeehoo (If I could escape)
Woohoo, Yeehoo

Cause I’ve been acting like sour milk all on the floor
It’s your fault you didn’t shut the refrigerator
Maybe that’s the reason I’ve been acting so cold?

[CHORUS]
If I could escape & recreate a place that’s my own world
& I could be your favorite girl (forever), Perfectly together
& tell me boy now wouldn’t that be sweet? (sweet escape)
If I could be sweet (sorry boy)
I know I’ve been a real bad girl (I’ll try to change)
I didn’t mean for you to get hurt (whatsoever)
We can make it better
& tell me boy now wouldn’t that be sweet? (sweet escape)

Woohoo, Yeehoo (I wanna get away, get away)
Woohoo, Yeehoo (To our sweet escape)
Woohoo, Yeehoo (I wanna get away)
Woohoo, Yeehoo (Yeah)
Woohoo, Yeehoo
Woohoo, Yeehoo

Like I said. I wasn’t sure I was going to post or not. But here I am. lol

Deer hunting, rocks and tripping acid

When I was a child my family would travel
Down to Western Kentucky where my parents were born
And there’s a backwards old town that’s often remembered
So many times that my memories are worn
–John Prine, Paradise

That last line of the song is what I wanted to point out. I really feel that way. So many times that my memories are worn. I sit back and remember all the good and bad times. Funny and embarrassed moments. All between moments. Like today I was thinking about the first time I hung out with Dustan and Connie.

The title of the entry will mean nothing to anyone else but Cody, Dustan and Connie. The four of us have that memory. I miss the fun moments of the past. I really don’t miss any of the other moments. Well, besides the happy ones. lol

I really like my life right now. I don’t like every like thing but you know what? I have been sadder, and I have been happier. I guess everything is going to work out. Well, at least I hope so. 🙂

I have a lot on my mind tonight. Not sure if I will update again or not. I have been working on tagging all my old entries. I have got done with 2008, 2007 and working on 2006. I uploaded all my old entries. That didn’t take long once I got it done.

The next step

I finally made the next step in my life. I applied for Bowling Green Technical College. I am so proud. I know it is only applying but I feel so much better to even have done it that fair.

I really wanted to go back to school for years now but I never did. I decide to just look over what they have and I found something finally. It is called Information Technology. It is a two year course but I can pick the course I want. And they have course that nothing but web design. I can finally get the a degree in what I want. I would be able to finally get a career in something I love as well. That is just dreamy and very sexy.

I am getting so happy about thinking about it. I hope that money isn’t what holds me back. Cody says he will help me fill out my info about getting loans and grants. I really hope I can get it all or most paid for. That is hoping for the best. 🙂

I really hope I can go to school and work around 32 hours a week. I think that would work out great. Go to school around 12 to 14 hours and work part time. Money is a big deal since I live on my own but maybe with the grants and loans. I can pay bills with that and not have to just work full time and die doing the rest. lol

So, you know

OMG! Like I finally did it. I finally got Crazy–Talk.Org old blog entries to come over here. I am so happy. I got all the categories in line and tags on all the entries. Now I need to work on the other entries that do not have tags. I’m doing it by months now. I’m almost done with 2008.

I haven’t been busy doing much else today. Slept in. Watch a movie with Cody. And for the past 6 hours been talking to Cammie.

Oh, yeah. I bought Crazy–Talk.Org again. I have no clue why. But you know what? It’s mine again, BITCHES! lol 🙂 I’m off to go to the ATM to get my mom my car insurance money.