I have been wanting to write a real blog entry for sometime. A entry about how I am really doing. I finally found someone that wants to be with me, share his life with me. He wants me around his friends and him. He doesn’t care how people feel about us. He loves me no matter what. I am so not use to this. It almost scares me it’s going so well.

I keep having these odd dreams about Cody. They are always the same me wanting to know why I wasn’t good enough or/and why he cheated on me. And it’s not that I want to be with him because I am happy and he seems happy. I think I just need closure to that chapter in my life.

Kyle is a new chapter in my life and I am very happy about that. Next week we will be together two months. This is awesome. So amazing! 🙂 I’m so in love!