I’ve had this dream twice now. Both almost the same. I’m in a house, it feels like I own it or I live there. I’m sitting in the living room with Cody (my ex) we are talking, laughing as if no angry ever was between us. It’s never sexual. Just as if we had been best friends all this time.

I feel so guilty when I wake up because I know it’s wrong to have anything to do with him. I don’t want him in my life nor have I had him in my life in years. I’m not sure why all of a sudden I’m dreaming about him now.

I feel like my brain is trying to tell me something but I have no clue what. I’m completely happy with Kyle. I have everything I have every wanted or need. Very odd to say the least.