What to do, what to do?

I’m not sure what to do anymore. I am so stressed about money. :money: I guess that is a sign I’m all grown up. :looksright: I really try to not stress. I keep thinking with me working more money is coming in and it will get better but for right now it looks like the tunnel is getting longer. I don’t like the idea of that. I want to be able to go buy something for myself without feeling guilty or go out to eat without thinking is this breaking the bank. Our account looks really big right now. We put my check in the back ($309.87) but in a week $305 will come out (rent) which I agree to start paying this month. I got to keep $4.87. :censored: I would have like to kept more but I couldn’t. Isn’t that how it goes? ALWAYS! It seems.

On the plus side my mother and father are taking Keith and I out for my birthday this Friday since Keith and will both be off. I can’t wait. My birthday has been so go this year and my birthday hasn’t even come yet. :lmao: Keith always makes my days the best. That’s one reason why I married him. :hearts: And for his money!!! 😆 What money? Just kidding. Man, people laugh it up. I just crack myself up.

I’m hoping I can talk Keith in moving the living room around. I am so tired of it looking the way it does. I think the way I want to move it, it will look bigger and better. Because I’m always right. Yeah, right. :hmm:

Tired but here

I’m tired but I’m here. I will be more happy once I get my check and see how my hard work has paid off. I know not very much but it does pay. I will have 39 hours in this week at close. Thank god tomorrow is my day off. Then next week I think I have around 35 hours. I’m getting the hours but WOW I am so tired. I try to get as much sleep as I can but I still want to see my baby.

We are doing better not the best but better. I love him so much. :hearts: I just want us to be better. I know we are working on it but now since I’m work and he is working. Neither one of us really see each other to talk. Maybe we will next week sometime. We have one day off together. That day is us day! 😆

Work went well

Work went very well today. I was worried all day that I was going to just suck but over all I did good. I was on drive-thru all day. I worked from 9:45am to 4pm. Which is a lot of hours my first day back on the job. I’m not use to standing on my feet for long periods of time but I’m sure I will get use to it. I don’t mind working. Matter of fact I love working. It’s really hard and stressful but it’s very fulling if you know what I mean. Working for my own money. I like that idea. It makes me happy thinking about it.

I dealt with the lunch rush my first day. :wow: And they didn’t take me off drive-thru all day. I was told if they didn’t take me off of it then that means I was doing great. 😳 I can tell I worked but that is a good thing.

I wanting for Keith to call me on his last break before I go to bed. :yawn: I took a little nap so I’m okay for right now. I told him to wake me up when he came to bed so I can kiss him and tell him how much I love him. I want him to know that I care.

Things are looking up

Well, it seems things are finally looking up for me. I finally got a job at Wendy’s. It’s not the best job in the world but it pays. And that is what matters. I’m not sure why I will start out as but I’m guessing $6.00 or $5.75. Nothing less I hope. I start work tomorrow at 9:45am. I have to train on days and then I will be a closer. Which the hours start at 4pm to 12:30am. Which I won’t mind at all because then Keith can take me to work and we can still see each other. I can’t wait to start getting paid.

About my past entry. Keith and I have been talking more and things have seem to get better. Which is always good.

That’s all I have to stay right now. I’m trying to get all the house work done before tomorrow. Plus Lee and Jeremiah are coming over as well. They should be here anytime. :yay: For friends.

BTW, look what I made: :margarita: and :burger:. I’m so proud.