life

Times like these

“In times like these, it helps to recall that there have always been times like these.” –Paul Harvey

I’m at times lost with myself. Feeling like I have no where to turn. I don’t have an up or a down. I feel like I’m stuck. Then at other times I feel so overwhelmed or feel so happy it almost hurts. Is that possible. To feel so happy it almost hurts. That doesn’t make sense does it. I don’t know how to put it in to words. I want to be able to put all my thoughts in to words.

Allergic to birth control

Before anyone reads; TMI:

I have such allergic reactions to just about every type of birth control. I can’t use latex condoms. I can’t use the patch, the sticky on them break me out. I can’t use most pills to strong and I get sick. I was on the Nuva Ring but they think where I have been on it for over two years that it might be giving me high blood pressure and all my headaches.

They are trying me out on this new pill called the mini-pill or P.O.P. Not sure. And if it works for three months then they are going to try the IUD. Which sounds good but what if I want children before the 5 years are up or something like that. Can I change it or what I don’t like it? Am I allowed to change? I have so many questions.

I know some facts. I don’t need children right now. I want something I don’t have to take everyday and something that I’m not going to worry about or having stomach aches with or headaches with or something like that. I’m worried that I’m going to bleed really bad. I have always had problems with my periods.

Just in the last few months has my periods finally went from 5 days a month to 3. I was in love but I have headaches about 4-5 days a week. Which I hated. But what do you do? Hope for the best. . .I guess. I’m trying to look at everything.