“The reason the grass is always greener on the other side, is that you’re so busy looking at their grass, you forget to water your own.” –Unknown

I swear I sometimes just want to hurt Ronda. I mean I would never do something like that but I do want too. She told Chris that I need to stay out of their family’s business. I won’t be in their business if she would act like a mother and not a damn teenager. My Goddess…I act more of an adult then she does. I want to slap the shit out of her. The big ass cow . Wait, I didn’t mean that….wait, Yes I did. That BITCH!!! I have one thing to say to her Fuck You. I feel better now since I got that out.

That bitch won’t even let Chris touch her computer . I mean, WTF? She won’t let him use the phone or anything. She makes my head hurt . She makes me see : s t a r s : . I swear. I just want to go up to her and go ‘WTF did your mom and dad do to you? I mean really, did they drop you or something?’ The only reason Chris came out normal is because of his father. Poor Guy…he is such a nice man and she won’t let Chris even see him. She is so heated.

I am so bored right now. I added a new me section @ me_index.php. It has got a little bit more about me then I had before on the site. I thought to myself, this is suppose to be a personal site, where is the personal? You know? Well, at least I know…. LMAO

I just wish Chris and I could be on together more often. Between the both of us we worry ourselves to death. I worry about him being over there in that hell whole and he worries about me being over here without him. I swear it has to get better then this. I hope it does. It better….