This year has been full of all kinds of emotion; happy, sad, overwhelming, depressed and a lot more. Full of ups and downs. At the start of the year I was suppose to get married to a military man someone I had dated for almost three years, turned out he cheated on me and left me two weeks before the wedding. Which has turned out to be one of the best things that could happen to me. At the end of May this all happen but great things followed.
In May my bff Cammie got to spend a fun filled three day weekend. I dated here and there over the summer but nothing came of it. I had a fun vacation with the family, started college in August then in October I went and spent a week with muh Cammie and then when I got back I started dating Kyle.
I finished my first semester of college with a 3.0, Kyle and I are still together. We are moving in together and we are so happy. I couldn’t think of a better way to end the year.
Yes, 2010 started out bad but I couldn’t think of a better way to end it. I’m completely happy and in love. Life couldn’t be better right now.
I have been wanting to write a real blog entry for sometime. A entry about how I am really doing. I finally found someone that wants to be with me, share his life with me. He wants me around his friends and him. He doesn’t care how people feel about us. He loves me no matter what. I am so not use to this. It almost scares me it’s going so well.
I keep having these odd dreams about Cody. They are always the same me wanting to know why I wasn’t good enough or/and why he cheated on me. And it’s not that I want to be with him because I am happy and he seems happy. I think I just need closure to that chapter in my life.
Kyle is a new chapter in my life and I am very happy about that. Next week we will be together two months. This is awesome. So amazing! 🙂 I’m so in love!
Happy birthday to muh Kyle. He turned 22 today. I already gave him his gifts days ago. . .well, right at a week ago because I can’t wait for anything. lol. I want to cook him a good dinner tonight and maybe a cake.
Also, on this great day the weather man is giving an ice storm. YAY! I hope Kyle makes it over before it starts. I don’t want to be snowed/ice stormed in without him here. lol
We also got to pick up our puppy yesterday evening. He is doing great. He is super smart. Already using puppy pads. 😀 We are very proud of him.
Someone who cuts will never understand the pain his/her friends feel.
Someone who tells his/her friend to cut will never understand why they can’t stop.
Someone who got an abortion will never understand why it was such a big deal to the pro-lifers.
Someone who is a pro-lifer will never understand the hard choice the woman had to make to get the abortion.
Someone who is homosexual will never understand why “it’s not right”.
Someone who says “it’s not right” will never understand that love is love.
Someone who is addicted to drugs will never understand why his/her friends won’t leave them alone.
Someone who is trying to get their friend off drugs will never understand the strong addiction.
Someone who is heartbroken will never see that the relationship needed to end.
Someone who broke a heart will never understand what it felt like to lose the relationship.