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I dream in code

As one summer class ends, another one begins and as this class ends, my normal fall classes will start. I am taking a lot of school on and not taking breaks in hopes everything will fall into place for me and I can enjoy a life and job with doing something I love. <3 Web design is the only thing I have wanted to do for a long time. I love everything about it. As I said to one of my teachers in class "It's my art!". I know that sounds silly but to some pictures or graphics but not me, web design. Lines of code, makes me happy. It makes me smile. I think I might dream in code sometimes. I start a project and I live for it. Craziness! Random blog entry of the week. I have to blog for the summer class I'm in. I might post the entries here. 😉 I'm awesome like that.

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Broke but happy

Here while back on twitter I posted:

I can’t remember the last time I was this broke & at the same time I couldn’t tell you the last time I was this happy either.

And it hasn’t been truer. I have no job, living from Kyle’s pay check to his next and always waiting on school money it seems but I haven’t been happier. I love him so much. No matter what we have each other. It really is a nice feeling. We have food, a roof over our heads and clothes. We don’t go out and do a lot of things but we do do a lot of things together. Right now we are watching Weeds together every night. Trying to catch up on all of them. We are waiting on Dexter to come out. We sit in our office and play on the computer. We play games on Xbox or Wii. The little things mean more to me then going out every week end or something like that.You know?

Anyway, just a random post. Good night moon!

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This father’s day

Most people don’t know because we aren’t proud of the fact but my father is in jail this father’s day. He never has been before but due to some very unfortunate events my father has to pull 90 to a 180 days there and then be on shock probation up to 4 years. Never the less, I never really realized that I would miss my father so much until he went to jail. I never realized how often I truly did enjoy seeing him, talking to him and so on. He is a good man. He hasn’t always been a good father but what man can say he has been 100% of the time. He has always worked hard and we always had what we needed. It may not have been the best or name brand but we had what we needed.

So this father’s day I went to visit him in jail. It was a little over an hour drive. We did get to visit for around 35 minutes. It was nice. Happy father’s day. I miss you dad, can’t wait for you to come home.