Daily life

Blah, Blah, Blah & Wendy’s

“After all, all he did was string together a lot of old, well-known quotations.” –Henry Louis Mencken, on Shakespeare

I took some of Tina’s smilies. I had to. They are so much greater then mine. I bow down to the domain goddess!!! LMAO I’m sure she doesn’t care! Love ya dear!! (DnQ)

Anyway, Tony comes in tomorrow…well, today. LOL So, that means that I will be able to update a little more often for about two weeks or at least a week. I miss updating. But since Ronda has been online most of the time and school going on I haven’t had much time to update.

New layout! You like? I love care bears!!! I didn’t change my web cam picture because it has my care bear in it….LOL

Anyway, I got a job at Wendy’s. I start work after Yule. I think I will do good! Chris and I have already went to training. He works there too. WOW, I know man. Isn’t that great man? I think it is.

I don’t know what else to say…. ummm …I love Chris. AWWW!!

Later Tater

STRESSED & ACT

“Seducing me was almost as good as killing me, and nearly as crippling.” –The Killing Dance, Laurell K. Hamilton

Monday, I did nothing but go to school. Leave early because of some shit….(Long story don’t ask!) and go back to school and have band practice. Ronda picked Chris and I up.

Tuesday, I had to get up at 3:15 a.m. to be at the high school by 4:30 a.m. so I could march and play at the inauguration parade for the new governor. That was the first time for our band to ever do something like that. I was so proud to do something like that. 😀 The parade itself seemed about 7 miles long. But I could be wrong. It sure as hell felt 7 miles long. The way my feet hurt it so felt that long.

I hurt all over. We did get our band pictures back that day. Chris’s picture turned out so good. I guess mine did too. 😕

I have so much stuff to do this week. English is killing me. I swear. I don’t know if I can handle it anymore. I hate the class. I can NEVER do anything right for the teacher. I don’t know. I guess I need to just step back and breath. I might do that next week. LMAO

I don’t feel well at all right now. I guess it could be because I’m about to start my period or what. But I feel all moody and nothing seems to be going well. It has to be my period.

I have a few new smilies I need to add to B2 yet haven’t found the time. I have the ACT yet again this weekend. And Chris’s birthday is the 13th, also most weekends I go to my mom and dad’s house to visit them. So, I don’t have a lot of time to get online. I will try to get online sometime this Friday night.

Since Tony is on the road and Ronda can email him. She spends most the time online so, I can’t get on. 🙁

It’s okay…I guess the only thing I miss is my friends. Christina and Jenni!! I miss you both so much. I will try to email you guys ASAP, oh Christina I will try to get out your very LATE birthday card and small gift out ASAP as well. I have to make it to the post office sometime. Right? LOL

Anyway, I guess I better go.

Gift & Nikki

“The best thing about the future is that it comes only one day at a time.” –Abraham Lincoln (1809-1865)

Well, I thought I would update since I really haven’t had time.

For one, yes I still remember you Evy. 🙂 Anyway…

Nikki is over here right now. I am about to get offline so I can spend sometime with her. I finally getting to spend more then 5 mins with her. 🙂 Yeah…

I will write more later. Great news. I finally got my gift from Christina. I never thought I was going to get it. I have to go to mom’s house to pick it up tomorrow afternoon. 😀 I am so happy about it!!! I can’t wait to see what it is.

later taters

Eyes

“Neither a lofty degree of intelligence nor imagination nor both together go to the making of genius. Love, love, love, that is the soul of genius.” –Mozart

I feel so bad that I haven’t updated in so long. It has taken me this long to get settled in. Moving and unpacking and getting shit cleaned.

Just put up a new layout. I hope you like it. I was getting behind in updating. I feel like such an ass. I will try to update at least every other day. But you know how that is. I will write more later on tonight.

Later Tater

Black Out, Realize and Love Is In The Air, Fuckers

“Sex is like air, it isn’t important until you aren’t getting any.” –Unknown

WOW!! 😀 I am so happy with all the comments made. Thank you all for them. I never get that many! I feel so loved.

Chris and I are doing so good right now…I mean as good as we can for the facts that has happen in the past. He keeps bring up the Tony thing. I know it hurts him and I don’t really thinks he realizes deep down it hurts me too. Yes, I will say this. I am human and I do make mistakes just like the next person yet for some reason I have to be some goddess. I know he doesn’t realize that he expects this of me but he does and it kind of hurts my feelings in away. I most of the time try for it not to get to me. I love Chris so much and I don’t want anything bad to happen to us.

Moving in with him was such a big step and I’m so scared I will fuck it up some how. I love to be with him. I love everything about him. And sometimes I don’t know what to think about him. I just want to step back and just go damn….any girl would be lucky to have someone like him. He is so good to me. I get told all the time that I’m lucky to have someone like that. And I do feel lucky to have him. I feel SO damn lucky. 🙂

I have had such a hard time in the past four years at high school. I went through a really bad depression for the first two years of high school. Then I dated Valarie for almost 2 years (10th and 11th grade). Which was so hard on me, for us. Because we was the only open same sex relationship. I fought cutting myself and everything else.

So, being with someone that loves me for me and only wants to be with me. Has made me feel like almost like I don’t deserve someone like him. He is sitting in the living room watching a movie right now and I can’t help but look at him and realize so much. Realize that I do love him and I do want to be with him and only him. It’s a great feeling. 😀 I guess I sound like a little kid in puppy love.

I don’t know sometimes….I have always believed that Life is like licking honey off a thorn bush. I keep expecting something bad to happen. Like it always does. Because everything seems to good right now. Everything!! And I don’t know what to expect. 😐 I guess I need to shut the fuck up now. LMAO

Today at school there was a black out for about an hour it came back on twice and then shortly after it went off again. It finally stayed on the third time it came on. I hate the dark. But any who….

I will try to update again soon. I should have the net in my our room but this weekend sometime.

Ronda and Tony are coming in this weekend and Ronda is staying in this time. Tony will be on the road my himself. I’m glad Ronda is staying in this time. I love being around her. She is my mommy away from my mommy. LMAO

later taternuts