Odd dream

I’ve had this dream twice now. Both almost the same. I’m in a house, it feels like I own it or I live there. I’m sitting in the living room with Cody (my ex) we are talking, laughing as if no angry ever was between us. It’s never sexual. Just as if we had been best friends all this time.

I feel so guilty when I wake up because I know it’s wrong to have anything to do with him. I don’t want him in my life nor have I had him in my life in years. I’m not sure why all of a sudden I’m dreaming about him now.

I feel like my brain is trying to tell me something but I have no clue what. I’m completely happy with Kyle. I have everything I have every wanted or need. Very odd to say the least.

Easter

iPad taken on Easter 2013

Taken with iPad on Easter 2013

Today has been a long day. I’m tired. Still pissed about Erika being pregnant & me not being. On top of that I had to be around her due to the fact it’s Easter. Cendy grilled out for dinner & everyone was there visiting.

The grilled food smelled like happy. Note to self: most get a grill.

Julep

I finally decided to update. I don’t have much to say besides I finally jumped on the Julep bandwagon and signed up. I love nail polish. I am looking so forward to getting my first box in the mail. Not just because it is nail polish but also because I love mail. lol 🙂

Anyway, if you sign up with the code: COLOR2012 you get your first box for only a penny! Even more awesome! Sign up and get other people to sign up, for every two people that signs up with your link you get a month free. As soon as I get my first box I will upload pictures and let you guys know how well I like it.

I love it!!

Happy June everyone!

Happy June everyone! I can’t believe it is already June. . .I doesn’t seem like time should be going this fast.

I’m waiting on mine and Kyle’s paychecks to hit the bank so I can pay all of our bills due. Then I was planing on going to bed but I’m not sure yet. I’m wrapping up my 4 days off and not sure how I want to end my days off.

I did just finish all my core classes for my degree and learned some really neat PDO stuff for PHP but I don’t know how I want to use it. I did also find the book Learning PHP Data Objects A Beginner’s Guide to PHP Data Objects, Database Connection Abstraction Library for PHP 5. I started reading over it. I know some of the information it is teaching but I thought either way it would be a good read.

Well, time to check the bank accounts again.