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Move in date

I  moved as of today. I can’t believe it. Finally my own place again. No worries. 🙂 Very short post. Have to finish unpacking. Long day. Very.

Work is very bad since it is getting so close to holidays.

Ages ago

I should have been in bed ages ago. I’m very tired but can’t sleep. Like always.

Let’s see what the hell that has been going on. Umm. . .

  • Start a new job next week.
  • Last day at Arby’s is Sunday.
  • Still unpacking stuff from the move.
  • Cj and I are getting along very well at the moment.
  • I did like this layout for about 10 seconds but now I want something new.
  • Been on the computer updating stuff all night. (Got my links updated and my page redone)
  • Have a few ideas for a layout. Can’t seem to put them down yet.
  • I have to be up in a few hours. :yuck:

I think that about sums it up. Great, huh?  Maybe time for bed, maybe not. Not sure yet. If I stay up I can see the pretty snow we got. Very lovely to look at but not so good to drive in. Thank goodness Cj come and got me last night. Well, CJ and Dustan. Same differences, right? 😆

Finally finishing

I am finally finishing up the packing and tomorrow is the big day. OMG! I can’t believe I will be moving again. You know how bad that sucks. I hate moving but I love the fact that I will have two other room mates. One being my boyfriend.

So much has happen in the last few mouths. I wish I new how to put into words how I feel about everything. I can’t. I don’t think I will be able too.

I will be starting back at a new Wendy’s next week. I am so scared about it. The store is a little bigger then the one that I can from. I am just worried. I know it will be easier coming in as a boss and not as crew then boss. I hope I can be as good as I was. I was only out of work a mouth. Nothing big. lol

I hope me working 40 hours a week and CJ going to school/working/being in a play will work out. I don’t want to lose him. I am so happy again. I know this move is big but not really. I just worry that we won’t see each other like we do now. I know I will have to work a lot of odd hours but over all I will have enough money to put back to get a nice car and get some well needed stuff for me. I need some new pants really bad. I truly just want to have some money to get what I want with out worrying so much all the damn time.

Well, this will be my last post for a few. I’m updating from CJ’s computer since my net has already been turned off. I’m sure he will let me get on here to update. 🙂

This is why I’m hot

I’m like four hundred degrees right now. My house is so hot. I can’t get cool. WHY!?!? I’m so tired. Not sure where the tired is coming from but it is so there. I believe it’s the heat doing it. Heat seems to just take it out of me.

I was suppose to move this weekend but our room mate didn’t get his stuff together in time and now I can’t move until the 3rd. I am so upset. I hope everything will work out.

I suck at life. But I’m wicked cool.

I realized something today. I truly hate to be a lone. At home or anything dealing with me. I hate to be a lone. My dog had been at mom’s house for a couple of days. I would wake up or go to bed sad almost because I didn’t have her. I hated not having her here or anyone here with me. I am such a wuss about some much.

When I get my new place, I really won’t have anyone to hang out with. CJ works in Glasgow, goes to school in BG, so I wouldn’t have him around very much. I still talk to Keith and hang out with him sometimes, not now, he lives here in Glasgow, Nathan lives with him. Most of my friends now live here. I’m moving 45 minutes away. I’m not going to really have many people. I’m upset about that. I love to have people over. Not a lot of people but people never the less.

I just hope that I will be able to keep Cookie. If not, I will be a very unhappy person. Or I will spending so much time at my mom’s house, I might as well be living back there. OMG!

I just don’t know what to do. I’m really going to miss this place. As much as I say I hate it. I really will miss it. I’m going to miss having everything so near, having everyone near.

This move is scaring me to death. I just don’t know how everything is going to work out. If I could find another job that paid pretty good, then I could stay here but I’m jobless right now and there is no way I could stay. I’m so scared I have no clue what to do.

I have no clue about my life. I have so much going on and I can see my life falling down around me. I feel like everything is going wrong. Nothing is fitting together. And I don’t know why. I swear I seen a icon that fit me perfect. It quoted “I suck at life. But I’m wicked cool.” I really do suck at life. Why does everything fall?