I’m bad luck. Stay away.

July 31

Tired. I was up early getting my oil changed. Yet again, my days off fly by and today I have to be at work again.

I hope within the next couple of days I can move everything from Geek Talk over to my new server. I have been to busy to even do that. I haven’t really been checking email and what not. I had a hard weeks.

As you read my last post, my car got broken into, then it got broken in to again. Twice within ten hours. Then Sunday my Cookie Marie (my puppy I have had since I was 9) passed away. Then just stuff like that all week. Nothing seems to make it better.

Bad luck all around. Maybe things will look up.

I suck at life. But I’m wicked cool.

June 10

I realized something today. I truly hate to be a lone. At home or anything dealing with me. I hate to be a lone. My dog had been at mom’s house for a couple of days. I would wake up or go to bed sad almost because I didn’t have her. I hated not having her here or anyone here with me. I am such a wuss about some much.

When I get my new place, I really won’t have anyone to hang out with. CJ works in Glasgow, goes to school in BG, so I wouldn’t have him around very much. I still talk to Keith and hang out with him sometimes, not now, he lives here in Glasgow, Nathan lives with him. Most of my friends now live here. I’m moving 45 minutes away. I’m not going to really have many people. I’m upset about that. I love to have people over. Not a lot of people but people never the less.

I just hope that I will be able to keep Cookie. If not, I will be a very unhappy person. Or I will spending so much time at my mom’s house, I might as well be living back there. OMG!

I just don’t know what to do. I’m really going to miss this place. As much as I say I hate it. I really will miss it. I’m going to miss having everything so near, having everyone near.

This move is scaring me to death. I just don’t know how everything is going to work out. If I could find another job that paid pretty good, then I could stay here but I’m jobless right now and there is no way I could stay. I’m so scared I have no clue what to do.

I have no clue about my life. I have so much going on and I can see my life falling down around me. I feel like everything is going wrong. Nothing is fitting together. And I don’t know why. I swear I seen a icon that fit me perfect. It quoted “I suck at life. But I’m wicked cool.” I really do suck at life. Why does everything fall?

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Almost time . . .

October 8

We will be leaving soon and I still haven’t fixed my hair. I wanted to update real fast before I forgot. I had a job interview Tuesday night at 6pm. It looks promising. It was for the Five Star Mart. I would be working 3rd shift. Which is what I wanted. And on top of that I would be making $7.00 an hour on 3rd. How great would that me? I’m starting to get my weight back again. Which is a plus. I have been trying to eat everything I can fit in my mouth. I think it has been working.

The wedding is suppose to be outside but I don’t think it will be. :cloudy: The weather is very cloudy and cool. It’s right down cool. I guess it’s all the rain we have been getting. I hate cold weather. I hate it!

I need to walk the dogs and go fix my hair in the next little bit so I will be ready went Keith comes out of his office. Men, what is it about them waiting. 😆 Oh yeah, before I forget the dinner when well.

Family time again

June 12

We are going to take Nathan home today and spend the night at his parents house and go visit my parents tomorrow. I got up early today to give Cookie a bath and clean the house a little before we left.

Keith worked this weekend. I wished he didn’t. I miss spending time with him. :hearts:

I don’t know what to blog about. I really don’t have much to say.

Barney is the Antichrist!

June 7

Yet again I have been reading random stuff online and found this.

Everyone knows Barney… that cute purple dinosaur. But here’s something that you may not know:

1. Start with the given:
CUTE PURPLE DINOSAUR

2. Change all U’s to V’s (which is proper Latin anyway)
CVTE PVRPLE DINOSAVR

3. Extract all Roman Numerals:
CV V L DI V

4. Convert these into Arabic values:
100 5 5 50 500 1 5

5. Add these numbers up:
100
5
5
50
500
1
+ 5
—-
666

There you have it… A valid mathematical proof that Barney is the Antichrist!

I would believe that Barney is the Antichrist. LOL :cute: I mean, come on, who would think that? Anyway, I guess I better write about what is going on in my life.

Keith has been working for the last two days (well, yesterday and today) and he is off work Wednesday through Friday and works the weekend. I am kind of glad he is working. That means we don’t have to drive this weekend. Nathan is suppose to be coming over Wednesday and spending the night a couple nights. Which I don’t mind at all. I like hanging out with Nathan. He is one of my two really cool brother-in-laws I have. 🙂

If anyone is wondering my Cookie is doing fine. It is kind of funny. She has finally noticed the hamster and mice cages and she just sit there looking at them for a good 30 minutes at a time. It is so cute. I have taken a few pictures of it. I might try to upload them and let your guys see. 😳 I know, I talk about her a lot but I can’t help it. I am just so glad she is home.