Do you know how fast cable internet is?

We had the cable internet hooked up today. YAY! :hearts: I’m in love. LOL I can’t believe how much faster it is. I was used to shitty :poo: dial-up. Today I got up around 11:30am and waited till 12:45pm or so before the cable guy came. I was so glad to see that man. I mean, come on, he came bearing internet. Finally around 1:15 or so it was done. Yes! No more dial-up for Rainbow.

I have been working on this layout for the past day or so. I kept working on different layouts and then deleting them after about 10 minutes of working on them. I finally started working on this one and fell in love. I really love the colors. Something different from the normal blue or purple everyone is use to here. ๐Ÿ™‚

We find out Friday if Cookie can stay with us. See, our land lord doesn’t own the building we live in. He is only running it for someone else and he has to ask the guy that owns the apartments if we can. He said far as he cares its fine but he must ask the other guy. *crosses fingers* I hope. :looksleft:

Well, I guess I am off for a while. I want to work on my blanket I am crocheting for Judy for either her birthday or her yule gift. :giftbox: It just depends on when I get it done. I have maybe 1/4 done but it is coming a long well. It is done in rainbow yarn.

We aren’t moving after all

We decided not to move after all. ๐Ÿ˜ I am not happy about it but it really is the best for right now. I love the idea of moving and getting more space but it just isn’t possible right now. We are going to wait a few more months before we move. Save up so money :money: and so on.

Keith is going to talk to our current land lord about keeping Cookie here. I want to so bad. Keith said he would offer more money for our rent if we could keep her here. He said he would add up to $30 on to our rent. I can’t believe he would do that for me. Keith loves me so much. :hearts: And I love him so much.

I plan on putting up a new layout soon and editing some of my pages. The way they look and so on. Well, I better get off to working on it. I don’t have that long before I have to be up. I am getting up around 8:30am or so. Yeah, I am going to be so tired. :yawn: But since Keith has been off work I haven’t been able to really work on my site or anything else for that matter. That is why I am doing it at night.

Unbelievable

I haven’t really updated in a few days. I post little blog entries but not really posted a real blog entry. I have so many thoughts running in my head. Which is odd. I don’t know why I have had some many different thoughts about so many different things. Now I am making no sense. :question:

Last night I watched a show on A&E about a girl that was addicted to meth. It really got to me. I just sat and cried almost always through it. Most people don’t know because I don’t talk about it much but my brother, Raymond was addicted to meth for almost 4 years until he was put in jail. He lost his two kids over it and his wife left him. His two girls live with my mother and father and his wife ran off with another man.

The girls family in the TV :tv: show just kept having to deal with the same shit day after day. I really felt for her family. I love my brother very much but someone can only handle so much. I remember a lot of nights no being able to sleep worrying if this was the night my family would get a call saying my brother was dead because of an overdose.

Which is really scary since he overdosed in March 2001. He almost died. He doesn’t realize how close to death he was and the scary part is that he didn’t even realize that he was that close. That his heart rate was going from 54 bpm to 175 bpm. He had so many drugs in his system it was unbelievable. It still scares me to this day to think about it.

I hope my brother sees the ๐Ÿ’ก light some day but who knows. At this moment in time he is in jail. At least I know he is getting 3 meals a day and has a bed to sleep in. It makes me hurt to think about the nights he use to run around and not care about anything it seems. ๐Ÿ™ I have to stop talking about this now. I don’t want to cry tonight.

A couple people asked in my last blog entry if mice eat their babies. About 5% do but 95% of the time they won’t. Not unless their is something wrong with the babies or someone picks them up to early. Not like hamsters. About 45% of hamsters will eat their babies sometimes more then that. Yet another reason I love having mice. But I do love my hammies as well. I love all of my pets; Mario and Princess (mice), Chewie (teddy bear hamster), Egg (dwarf hamster) and Cookie (dog, she lives with my mother and father). WOW! A lot of pets but I still take care of each and everyone with love. I am a dork. LOL ๐Ÿ˜ณ

I’m I crazy?

“Scientists say 1 out of 4 people are crazy. Check 3 of your friends, if they’re okay, you’re it.” –Bumper Sticker

Sometimes, I think that I am the crazy one of the group. lmao But really, not kidding. I do sometimes think that I’m crazy…..but that’s a different story. WAY different story.

Well, yet again I changed layouts. I know…I really should stop changing layouts. I can’t help it. I get so bored so fast. I put up a new wallpaper, added three new fan listings to the ‘Fan of…’ section, and added a new page, a past layout page to the ‘Domain’ section.

I am thinking about putting up some free layouts for people to use….some are layouts I have made and didn’t use and some are my past layouts. I don’t know if anyone would use them but I would added them if someone would want them. I think that they are good but I don’t know what everyone else thinks.

I like the new layout…..I think the lime green added color that was need to the whole layout and I think it looks good with the black. I made this today and thought ‘what the hell? why not?’ I love web sites…..=) Don’t we all love the net and are personal sites? I know I do!!

Anyway, I might be adding a new layout up to Day Dream. I know I need to add 2 members but I haven’t got around to that yet….I’m getting on it. I swear.

Dad is out fishing right now and mom has went to bed…..I am just sitting in my room with my pets (cat and dog). I really should put them out…..but they are so cute!! lol