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“No Excuses” –Alice In Chains

This song tells how I feel right now. I am so mad. . .I’m seeing shades of red I haven’t ever seen. I will write more later. . .

“No Excuses” — Alice In Chains

It’s alright
There comes a time
Got no patience to search
For peace of mind
Layin’ low
Want to take it slow
No more hiding or
Disguising truths I’ve sold

Everyday it’s something
Hits me all so cold
Find me sittin’ by myself
No excuses, that I know

It’s okay
Had a bad day
Hands are bruised from
Breaking rocks all day
Drained and blue
I bleed for you
You think it’s funny, well
You’re drowning in it too

Yeah, it’s fine
We’ll walk down the line
Leave our rain, a cold
Trade for warm sunshine
You my friend
I will defend
And if we change, well I
Love you anyway

Long Day

Happy turkey day. I had a good one. . .long but good. I got to spend it with family. I kept falling a sleep during the visits. That’s what I get for not sleeping last night. :yawn:

I talked to the person in my last entry. I believe we have something worked out but not all. I want to be able to talk to them more but I haven’t really had the chance. I truly believe this person waits the same thing I want but it’s just hard for them to say or do what they want. Maybe everything will work out. I hope.

I have been washing clothes like crazy since I got home. I have put a ton of them away. I finally feels pretty nice getting things caught up. I needed to so bad. I was getting so behind. I didn’t have any clean towels or socks. I had to keep going down stairs and hunting and finding random stuff to just get what I needed. I have only had time to wash work clothes. That’s it. Finally a little time.

The bad thing is I have to go back to work today at 4pm. But after today and tomorrow I will get two days off in a row. Time to sleep in and have some fun. 🙂

I’m off to wash some more clothes, take a shower then bed. I hope.

So much to do

I have so much to do before I got to my mother’s house tomorrow. I still need to pack. I believe I got all the clothes clean that I wanted to take with me.The house is pretty much caught up. The dishes was almost all done but I cooked last night. :yum:

I’m working on CSS Skinning my site. It’s already done but I just haven’t had the chance to make a new style sheet. Almost done but yet again I don’t have the time. I have to be at work at 5 today and I don’t get off until 2am. I have to be back there around 10am the next day and then as soon as I get off work I get picked up. :yuck: I won’t have time to do anything.

Something real

I want to write a real blog entry but that requires real words and stuff to happen. I guess it’s been the same for a while now. Work four days a week off a total of three and then sit home and think to myself about how much house work I am far behind on.

I get my vacation early because my mom has to have a hysterectomy on the 6th of September. I’m so worried about my mom. You know like your mom is going to be sick but when you know she is. . .it’s. . .just. . .I don’t know. Just terrible. I fear the worst and I know I shouldn’t. I guess it’s out of habit.

I need to talk about something else. I know. . .Pets. All my dogs are doing well, all happy and healthily. My hermit cards are doing very well. For my first time having them I think I’m doing well. I’m still learning everyday. My hammie is doing great as well. She likes to pee in her sleeping area but far as that she is doing good. Well as good as you can be when peeing in your sleeping area. 😀

I re-designed a site last night, it was my friend Jenni’s site: flamingtatertots.com. I believe she loves it. I hope she does. She makes such great things. Everyone needs to go buy something from her. 🙂

(See Jenni. I’m trying to pimp your stuff. 😀 )

I guess I’m off now to work on Chet’s site and then maybe work on a new theme. I need too. I keep getting ideas but all of them suck to me but all designers feel that way. . .I believe so anyway.

I hate to spoil it

I’ve finally caught up with all my comments. Well, most of them anyway. I had put it off between trying to get house work done, having been called in on the 4th and trying to enjoy my days off. I hadn’t really been on the computer. I wanted too but hadn’t found the time.

I’m just siting here drinking the last bottle of SunnyD and wondering who I’m going to make my next layout. I want something pretty but not so simple. I still want simple but I’m not sure yet. I’m plan on working on getting my past work up so I can get a few more clients. You know how it is?

We had a good early 4th. We went to Keith’s mom and dad’s house on the 3rd and spent the night. We grilled out and then had a little firework show that was great. I really enjoyed myself and I think Keith did too. We got to spend a lot of time just enjoying family. Over all it has been a pretty good week. I hate to spoil it by going to work. LMAO :faint: