life

Whole Again

I have tried to update some. I haven’t really had time. As of Sunday I will have worked 55 hours. I’m very tried. I also have to finish packing my stuff. I still have stuff at my other apartment. I must finish that before the first.

I have put off way to much. I can’t help it. This month has been so busy but I have got almost everything moved.

As soon as I can get my camera hooked up to my computer I will try to get some pictures uploaded. I have tons of shots I want to get up. My gallery is looking very lonely.

As to my last post. I am feeling a lot better. I have been thinking and spending time with the people I need too. I think I am becoming whole again.

Lost. . .

  1. Episode :: 11
  2. Source :: Code
  3. Jerk :: Off
  4. Introduce :: Me
  5. Ralph :: Wiggum
  6. Stare :: Look
  7. Cast :: Away
  8. Scenario :: Life
  9. Flu :: Sick
  10. Mad :: About You

I don’t know what to do anymore. . .i feel so lost. . .lonely. . .so many words.

A lot going on

So much is going on. Most people don’t know but Keith and I have decided to take a break from each other. I have found another apartment and I’m in the middle of moving. He has started to pack some of his stuff downstairs. I think this is the best for both of us for right now. Time a part.

Everything at work is going fine. Same old thing. I am so tired of working all the time but I truly believe I will start to get some alone time now. I can start doing all the stuff I need to do and want to do.

“No Excuses” –Alice In Chains

This song tells how I feel right now. I am so mad. . .I’m seeing shades of red I haven’t ever seen. I will write more later. . .

“No Excuses” — Alice In Chains

It’s alright
There comes a time
Got no patience to search
For peace of mind
Layin’ low
Want to take it slow
No more hiding or
Disguising truths I’ve sold

Everyday it’s something
Hits me all so cold
Find me sittin’ by myself
No excuses, that I know

It’s okay
Had a bad day
Hands are bruised from
Breaking rocks all day
Drained and blue
I bleed for you
You think it’s funny, well
You’re drowning in it too

Yeah, it’s fine
We’ll walk down the line
Leave our rain, a cold
Trade for warm sunshine
You my friend
I will defend
And if we change, well I
Love you anyway