random moments

A lot going on

So much is going on. Most people don’t know but Keith and I have decided to take a break from each other. I have found another apartment and I’m in the middle of moving. He has started to pack some of his stuff downstairs. I think this is the best for both of us for right now. Time a part.

Everything at work is going fine. Same old thing. I am so tired of working all the time but I truly believe I will start to get some alone time now. I can start doing all the stuff I need to do and want to do.

“No Excuses” –Alice In Chains

This song tells how I feel right now. I am so mad. . .I’m seeing shades of red I haven’t ever seen. I will write more later. . .

“No Excuses” — Alice In Chains

It’s alright
There comes a time
Got no patience to search
For peace of mind
Layin’ low
Want to take it slow
No more hiding or
Disguising truths I’ve sold

Everyday it’s something
Hits me all so cold
Find me sittin’ by myself
No excuses, that I know

It’s okay
Had a bad day
Hands are bruised from
Breaking rocks all day
Drained and blue
I bleed for you
You think it’s funny, well
You’re drowning in it too

Yeah, it’s fine
We’ll walk down the line
Leave our rain, a cold
Trade for warm sunshine
You my friend
I will defend
And if we change, well I
Love you anyway

Long Day

Happy turkey day. I had a good one. . .long but good. I got to spend it with family. I kept falling a sleep during the visits. That’s what I get for not sleeping last night. :yawn:

I talked to the person in my last entry. I believe we have something worked out but not all. I want to be able to talk to them more but I haven’t really had the chance. I truly believe this person waits the same thing I want but it’s just hard for them to say or do what they want. Maybe everything will work out. I hope.

I have been washing clothes like crazy since I got home. I have put a ton of them away. I finally feels pretty nice getting things caught up. I needed to so bad. I was getting so behind. I didn’t have any clean towels or socks. I had to keep going down stairs and hunting and finding random stuff to just get what I needed. I have only had time to wash work clothes. That’s it. Finally a little time.

The bad thing is I have to go back to work today at 4pm. But after today and tomorrow I will get two days off in a row. Time to sleep in and have some fun. 🙂

I’m off to wash some more clothes, take a shower then bed. I hope.