random moments

Generations problem

You know what makes a lot of sense to me, this quote:

“Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don’t need. We’re the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War’s a spiritual war… our Great Depression is our lives. We’ve all been raised on television to believe that one day we’d all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won’t. And we’re slowly learning that fact. And we’re very, very pissed off.” —Fight Club, Tyler Durden

I think that’s really our generations problem. We are a group of pissed off young people who have no outlet. They scream out to be individuals yet it has all been done. You have your want-to-be hippies and want-to-be punks and want-to-be every things and no one has sat down to think about what they are doing. I don’t know if this makes any sense to anyone else. I don’t know where I was really going with this but I just thought I would share it, none the less.

I guess you can really tell I’m tired. :yawn: I have been busy today. I picked up the living room, did dishes and washed some clothes. I want to go to bed but I can’t. I have to start cooking Keith some breakfast around 1:30 am. Which sucks because I really want sleep. :dead: I feel all dead!

I worked on Chet’s site some tonight (I’m adding themes to it), I started to make Christina a new layout; but only got to the image not the coding, and I started to make me some new layouts. I started the images but not the coding yet. I have been doing that for the past couple of days. I just want to make digital art. Well, as close as I can get. I think that’s the reason I made a ton of wallpapers. I made like 10 or 20. I didn’t post all of them but close to it. I made mostly 1024×768 wallpapers because that’s what I use on my desktop.

So much to do, in so little time . . .

I’m in a lot better mood today. I am thinking of new ways to make Crazy Talk better. I haven’t decided how yet but I am thinking of new ways. I have a couple layout ideas, I have about 5-10 wallpapers to add. I also, need to finish my cast page. I am also waiting to put up some more fonts to download. 😀

I am going to work on skinning my father-in-law’s site this week as well. I am going to be busy. But I love being busy with web design. It is my calling. Because I am a true dork.

On, to another subject; We are going to see our parents tomorrow. I am looking forward to it. I haven’t got to see them since last week. I do enjoy the visits. 😛

I’m off. Keith will be calling me in about 10 minutes (which is when he gets off work) and I still haven’t decided if I am going to cook for him. LOL I’m such a great wife. *cracks up*

What a day. . .

Well, the job at ACK didn’t work out the way I wanted it too. It was so hot that I couldn’t work it. I sick and just about pasted out twice within two hours. OMG! Yeah, so I am going to call the temp place tomorrow and tell them I couldn’t do it. I feel just horrible. :grumpy: Then Keith calls me around 3:30 pm (I was still at the temp place filling out paperwork :pencil:) and he lost his job. The told him the reason he got fired was because he had to many points. The last point he got was because he left to go to the ER with me when I had the miscarriage. He didn’t get a note saying he was there.

This is our luck. Not only do I not have a job now nor does Keith. We are going to call around tomorrow and find something. Maybe he can take my place at ACK. I mean, it will be a pay cut for he is use to but at least it will be a job.

I’m calling Wal-Mart today seeing if they will hire me. I mean, they should. They are building a new super Wal-Mart and it is going to be opening on April 12th. I don’t know. . .

I really need to go to sleep. I am so tired. But I’m that tired where you can’t sleep but you can’t really move either. You know? Well, it made since to me. LOL Yeah. . .

I am really starting to get pissed. My custom field hack for WP isn’t working for some reason. It says “Custom field updated” but nothing is showing up on my blog entry. DAMN it! It’s evil; I tell you. EVIL!!! 👿 Now, they work. WTF? I don’t know what the hell was going on. I think I need sleep. I’m off for. . . bed.

PHP

I am trying to learn PHP. I know a little but I want to be able to write my own scripts. I have downloaded a web server for my computer, I’m downloading PHP Support for the web server now and I am reading/taking notes on any tutorial I can find. Right now, I am reading and taking notes at Tizag.Com. I have taken a few pages of notes already. I’m on if statements at the moment. YAY! 🙂 The site is really good. I like it anyway.

I’m off to learn more dork stuff. Because I’m great like that. Wish me luck!

80 GB External Hard Drive, BABY!

My father-in-law got me a new external hard drive (80 GB)! Like OMG! I only had a 30 GB hard drive in the first place. I’m in love! :heart: I’m for real! The reason he bought me a new hard drive is because we work out deals for web design. I work on his site for computer stuff or money or whatever at the moment he feels like giving me for work. I can work for computer stuff. Because other wise Keith nor I could buy it. YAY! *does happy Nikki dance*

I go to the doctor today. It has been driving me nuts not know for sure. I mean, I know for sure but I would rather hear it from a doc. My weight at the moment is now 104 lbs and my stomach around is 30 inches. I most likely will start a page for the baby. A page showing my stomach picture once a week, a weight chart and how much my stomach as grown. More for me then anything. I would like to keep up with it. And it would be nice to know this stuff. LOL You know?

I am so sleeply. I got up early today. Well, not to early but still I’m tired. :yawn: Keith has already gone to bed. I don’t think he is on good terms with me right now. I didn’t want to watch a movie with him and he decided to go on to bed. I don’t blame him. I know he is tired too.

After I finish this blog entry I am going to upload a couple things for Chet (my father-in-law) and then I’m off to bed. After I get back from the doctor tomorrow today. I am going to make a new skin, take down the old ones, update my FL and HL because I was stupid and deleted my data bases and I had to restore from the point before I edited them, so yet again I have to go through and edit the links again. I was bright that day and then I have to fix Keith’s site for him and then I have to clean the house. My damn house looks so bad. I just have been putting everything off since Keith had a 4 day weekend. I just would rather spend my time with Keith then do anything.

On the plus side, I was talking to our family and since Keith’s cousin, Rachel’s baby will to old for all his new-born stuff when our baby is born so we can have all of the babys stuff like that. Then my cousins (two just had babies) will have all their stuff. One had a boy and one had a girl. So, either way we are getting some great stuff. YAY!! 😀 I love baby stuff. It’s so cute! I need a baby smilie. Ummm… I’m great!

Is it bad, if I’m falling a sleep at the keyboard? :yawn: Very likely. I’m off. Night *head hits keyboard* :ouch: