I can’t say I’m happy with everything but you know what? I am happy with where I’m at. I don’t like somethings. I’m changing those things.
Somethings don’t change ever. I’m okay with that. I don’t need anyone but I still like the thought of having or someone needing me. I like the thought of not placing labels. I love that idea. Labels make things much harder.
I will enjoy my label-free night. Night.
Sometimes I feel I live a double life. One side gets one part of me and the other half of my life gets that part. Very sad. I really wish it was more simple but nothing is simple. And if it is something most likely is wrong. Very sad.
Btw, I am updating this from my new G1. Very nice. It was my 23rd birthday gift to myself. Great isn’t it. My life is so sad.
PS: I <3 my phone!
10 days to my birthday. What I thought I wanted. I do not. What I do want is something silly and the person I wanted to be spending it with. Most likely won’t happen. I might try to hang out with someone on my birthday. No reason to be alone. I’m already working that day.
I’m so super broke. I don’t even have money to get myself the stuff to make my cake. I don’t have the money to do anything.
That Friday the 14th I get paid. I am totally doing something stupid like myself a new phone. I don’t care. I never do anything for myself. 99% I work and pay bills. Never spend money on anything but bills, food and gas. So, for once I am going to buy myself something awesome. It will be my birthday and Yale gift all in one. It shall be, the G1. The awesome new phone from T-mobile.
Nothing else to really report. I’m going crazy but nothing new there. lol I guess I’m off to search the random web for well. . .random things. lol
As I had promised I would write. I’m not sure if anyone in my blog life really knows what has been going on with me. I guess I need to start from well, about a month and a half ago.
I made a big step in my life again. I got re-married. It did happen very quickly. I am very happy about it.
I made a choice. I can be upset, sad and bitter about not being with someone or make the best out of it and I happen to find the perfect person for me. Greg. My new wonderful husband. I couldn’t be happier.
We are also, trying to find a house to buy. I’m not sure how that is going but it is going. lol 🙂
I am planing on changing layouts here. I’m working on another project for me. Then two other sites for other people. Yep, busy there. Plus, normal work. :yay: Not.
BTW, when did fall happen? For real. I mean, it was 90 degrees like two days ago, now it is 62. WTF?
Also, I upgraded wordpress. Totally hate the new look. But that isn’t what I’m upset about. I have some entries from 2003 which are from 1.5 or so of wordpress backed up. I got them ported over but WP will not read them. If anyone could help. Please leave a comment or email. Thanks.
Tired. I was up early getting my oil changed. Yet again, my days off fly by and today I have to be at work again.
I hope within the next couple of days I can move everything from Geek Talk over to my new server. I have been to busy to even do that. I haven’t really been checking email and what not. I had a hard weeks.
As you read my last post, my car got broken into, then it got broken in to again. Twice within ten hours. Then Sunday my Cookie Marie (my puppy I have had since I was 9) passed away. Then just stuff like that all week. Nothing seems to make it better.
Bad luck all around. Maybe things will look up.