Greg

Hey, Stalker Cunts :)

Hello all, on May 2nd 2009 I had a nice blog entry titled “Hey, Stalker Cunt 🙂” from Marie (Greg’s new girlfriend, after a month new fiance). Whatever, can’t judge for that one. I married the stupid SOB but different story, different blog entry. But on with this story, this blog entry.

After I read the entry there was a big “twitter war”. Which was totally silly. On both parts. I got called “Stalker” because I read the entry wrote for me. After the “twitter war” was over that night. I hadn’t said anything else. I hadn’t wrote anything else. I haven’t even visited anything to do with them. I could careless really.

Then I check my web site stats. Funny thing with a domain, it logs all IPs going in and that stays on the site. Well, wouldn’t you know I have two IPs for the locations of Greg and Marie are at. Silly me for being the “stalker”. Let me tell you, they are like herpes. They just don’t go away. You think your not going to have an out break, then wham, there they are. Which the only reason I can guess they would be checking my site is for my twitter updates since my twitter is protected. Do so for this reason. To have proof I’m not “stalking” anyone. I’ve been very good.

And far as anything else goes. I’m not fighting about this either. Have no reason too. Just wanted to get it out in the open. I find it totally funny. She says it’s because I can’t let go of Greg. 😆 I don’t want him. If I wanted him, I wouldn’t it be smart to be trying to sweet talk him; not fight him. I’m not doing anything.

Good night all. I need to be heading to bed. I’m going on a field trip with Meadow tomorrow. . .well, today. 🙂

His deceit

People amaze me. They really do. I think about my life. My idea of where I want to be. Who I want to be. What I am going to do when I grow up. You know what I have no clue. I am okay with this.

This scares me to death. That I am okay with this. I am 23 going on 24. Aren’t I suppose to know what I want. At least an idea. I know the people I want in my life. But that is about it. Crazy thought.

I am not sure what to make about this thought. This fear. I know what I need to get done in life. I need to get Greg out of my life for good. That means I need to get everything together to get the divorce. Then I can drop him out of my life forever. I don’t regret much but he is one thing I do. I wish I had never met him. He pulled me in with his lies. His deceit.

I’m not going to lie. I got sucked in. I fell for it all. I can’t believe how stupid. How dumb I am. Wait, I can. It happens.

I’m not sure where this entry is going just wanted to write. I need to finish painting my nails. I need another coat. Then dishes. Then I am heading back over to Cody’s I think. I miss him.

My car got broken in to. . .again

The reason I state this information is for the 3rd time in seven months my car has been broken in to. Twice within 6 hours of each other at a different location. The 3rd time in different location. I moved and back luck follows me. WTF?

This time they cut my whole lock out of my door. Now the whole inside of my door has to be replaced. They didn’t get in. Luckily. As a safe feature my car door without the lock key hole, it stays locked. A plus.

I’m not sure what is going on. I don’t believe it was done by the same people. No one knows really where I live. Greg, Cody, Dustan and family. Cody and Dustan was spending the night at my house that night. Greg has no way to my house. So, if it was family. Lord, I don’t need them. lol

I’m just really upset about the whole thing. I just don’t understand why me. I have such bad luck. I haven’t even had my car a year yet. In my drive way was even nicer cars and trucks then mine. Newer trucks and cars. I live in apartments that are targeted for old people and families. I don’t even know of one college student that lives there. So, I don’t get it. Why me?

I swear, like my mother says “If I didn’t have bad luck, I wouldn’t have any luck at all”.

Save me, please

I have given up on love. I swear. I do love. I love very much but all it does is cause me more confusion and more hurt.

What do you do when the one you want to save you doesn’t want you anymore? What do you do when your jealous of the actions of a man you don’t want to be with? What do you do when your hurt by a friendly hug but you want that hug?

I don’t know if it hurts less or hurts more to get those friendly touches. :/

I’m so lost. :save me: Just save me please.

Life update

As I had promised I would write. I’m not sure if anyone in my blog life really knows what has been going on with me. I guess I need to start from well, about a month and a half ago.

I made a big step in my life again. I got re-married. It did happen very quickly. I am very happy about it.

I made a choice. I can be upset, sad and bitter about not being with someone or make the best out of it and I happen to find the perfect person for me. Greg. My new wonderful husband. I couldn’t be happier.

We are also, trying to find a house to buy. I’m not sure how that is going but it is going. lol 🙂

I am planing on changing layouts here. I’m working on another project for me. Then two other sites for other people. Yep, busy there. Plus, normal work. :yay: Not.

BTW, when did fall happen? For real. I mean, it was 90 degrees like two days ago, now it is 62. WTF?

Also, I upgraded wordpress. Totally hate the new look. But that isn’t what I’m upset about. I have some entries from 2003 which are from 1.5 or so of wordpress backed up. I got them ported over but WP will not read them. If anyone could help. Please leave a comment or email. Thanks.