Cammie

BFF

Rochester, NY & Niagara Falls

Cammie and Me I got back from my very awesome road trip this morning around 5am. OMG! I was so tired this morning. Over all one of my favorite and best weekends ever. One reason it being so freaking awesome. I finally got to meet my Christina (aka Cammie). We have been talking for almost 9 years now. Give or take a few months. We became friends from a site called Pick-Me.Net. Most older bloggers will remember this site. It was designed to help un-hosted people find a host on a domain. This is before everyone had a domain of their own. Back when being hosted meant something.

Meet JillMeet Jill; Jill the GPS. Dustan’s dad let us use his GPS system. Totally awesome. I don’t think I would ever travel any other way now. Very nice. If we took the wrong path, it would just find a different way to get there. It even gave the correct time you where to get there. We all took shifts driving and paying for gas. Over all it cost each one of us a total of $30 to get there and back. There was three of us and each time we would only put it $15. How cool is that? A road trip from Bowling Green, KY to Rochester, NY only took a total of $45 to get there and another $45 to get back. It just is totally amazing to me.

We went to Rochester first, stayed Saturday, Sunday night and left Monday morning. Hanging out, watching movies, playing with “Red Rocket” and laughing. I had one of the greatest times in my life. It was just nice to finally sit in the same room as my best friend in the whole world. It is so surreal now. Thinking back. It felt very surreal the whole time matter of fact.

Niagara Falls Monday when we left we decided to go by Niagara Falls on the way back home. Why not? Just an hour out of our way. Very much wroth the extra hour. We got tons of pictures. It was so pretty. Hard to put in words. I really enjoyed myself. I still can’t believe everything. Just the idea that after all this time. Christina and me planing on meeting. And we finally do it. OMG! Still freaking amazing.

How many days

How many more days is it to Christmas? Today is the 14th, so 11. OMG! I have not gotten one thing so far. Must do that tonight or tomorrow.

I’m waiting on mom to get into town. I’m keeping Meadow tonight and we are all getting a late lunch together.

Everything is been going pretty well. I don’t believe I have had that many break downs but you know? lol How many will have before I’m truly okay.

I am kind of broke right now but you know what? I don’t care. All my bills are paid. I have tons of food and I feel good.

What else do I need? Well, besides my Cammie!! I <3 you!

Mom just called. Time to meet her for lunch. Yum!

Here is to you: Christina

I wrote on Twitter Everyone has secret and they help me remember, that everyone is human. No one is perfect and everyone is as scared as I am. I truly believe this, our secrets are what helps define us, what helps create ourselves. Our secrets shape all of us, in some shape or form.

No one, and I mean, no one tells 100% of what they feel, think or what. Everyone day dreams, everyone has something they keep locked away. I feel for people, thoughts of people and even day dreams of people. These feelings, thoughts and such are not bad, not good or anything just that feelings and thoughts. Their my secrets.

I do believe I can be honest with my self and say, at times I have felt regret, I have and do feel of love and hate and lust and passion. I am human. I have and still do make mistakes and will never be perfect. I like it that way.

I have told people for years now that I do not make regrets. I can only make up for them. Why regret, you can’t take back your actions. But as I stated, everyone feels regret at times, even myself. Why didn’t I do this or say this? Why did I even do that? lol

I like to replay things in my head. Moments, days, even actions from years ago. I step back and think, OMG, really? Are you kidding me? But that’s okay, that’s my secret. That is one of many.

I can say their is one person, that I share everything I could think of. I want to thank her. I want her to know, I love you. You have listened, you have cried with me. Watched me make my mistakes and even helped me decided to do some of them. You let me learn and grow as a human, as a person. You didn’t judge, you didn’t question me. You truly are one of the greatest people I know. So, here is to you Christina. Thank you. I love you for being such a best friend over the past 8. . .9 years now. Let’s tip up our glasses to another 80 years to kickin’ it! 🙂

PS: Who would have thought Pick-Me.Net could have found such a awesome friendship. I heart my Christina!!! Thanks for hosting me so many years ago.

Secret Lyric Game

This is a little game I made up. Kind of like the Secret Game. You take lyrics and everyone tries to guess which lyrics are for them. Here goes:

1.)
and this is how it feels. . .
as we go on, we remember
all the times we, had together
and as our lives change
come whatever
we will still be friends forever
Graduation Friends Forever –Vitamin C

2.)
We’re just two lost souls
Swimming in a fish bowl,
Year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found?
The same old fears.
Wish You Were Here –Pink Floyd

3.)
I really feel
That I’m losing my best friend
I can’t believe
This could be the end
Don’t Speak –No Doubt

4.)
Sweet 16 today
She’s looking like her mama a little more everyday
One part woman, the other part girl.
To perfume and make-up from ribbons and curls
Trying her wings out in a great big world.
Butterfly Kisses –Bob Carlisle

5.)
I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chap stick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don’t mind it
I Kissed A Girl –Katy Perry

6.)
Would you look at her
She looks at me
Shes got me thinking about her constantly
But she don’t know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if shes figured out
I’m crazy for this girl
Crazy for This Girl to –Evan And Jaron

Go a head and guess. I bet you won’t know. lol You might. 🙂 Hope you like this game.