“Tell yourself, I’ve seen worse at Rutledge’s. Prevarication, in this instance, may help.” –Cheshire Cat, American McGee’s Alice

I am so bored.

Like the new layout? I do…I love it and I’m sure Chris is going to love it as well. I think it fits my mood. LOL (Long story, don’t ask…okay?)

I’m going to Chris’s tomorrow. 🙂 I can’t wait. I love him! I love spending time with him and yes, I know I shouldn’t get married to him right away…and I have some many ‘what ifs’ running around in my head right now about it. But Chris and I love each other yet…I don’t know….he would freak if he knew I was having ‘what ifs’…I think I will talk to him about it tomorrow night. Since we always end up talking for about 4 hours before we fall a sleep together.

Anyway…I guess I better go. Later Tater

“Rome did not create a great empire by having meetings; they did it by killing all those who opposed them.”– Anonymous

I put up a new layout…I had too, it’s not because I didn’t like the PlayBoy Bunny © and all but I just needed something to fit my mood. I am in a really good mood. 😀

I went to Chris’s house yesterday and spent the night. I enjoyed spending time with him. We didn’t do much but sit around and watch TV and stuff.

Right now I’m talking to Nikki, Gwen and Chris. Chris can’t stay online long, his mom won’t let him….damn! I wish he could…but any who… :/

Tell me what you think about the layout! Good, bad, ugly or what? Can you talk just a little bit louder…I can’t hear. *giggles*

“How else do you want me to say it? Do you want me to say it in French, ’cause I don’t speak French.” – Mr. West to the drum line on 08.22.03

I am so bored right now. So, I thought that I would update my blog. I know what a good reason to update…huh? Right now I am listening to I can love you like that, By: All 4 One. I love that song. Every time I hear it, I think of Chris…I’m not sure if that’s a good or bad thing. LMAO I love him so much.

Kitten and I was talking today and she kind of hurt my feelings with something she said. I was like ‘I’m happy with Chris, I really am.’ And she said ‘The question isn’t if your happy now, it’s if your going to be happy later’. It hurt my feelings. I had a right to be hurt over that…right? 😕 I don’t know…she said I hurt her feelings by saying something about her and her new g/f. I didn’t mean for it to be mean. I just feel like she is going to get hurt somehow by this new g/f. I guess it’s me just trying to watch out for her…I have always looked out for her. But any who….

I guess I will go…I’m off to work on…anything to keep me awake. LMAO

“Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don’t say.” — Unknown

[edit] NEW LAYOUT! Tell me what you think!! I like it myself. But any who… 😀 [/edit]

Chris spent the night Friday and you might know it the football game got rained out. 😐 But any who….Saturday I went to Chris’s house and spent the night. We didn’t get to go see the movie like we wanted to but on the plus side I did get to spend time with him. 😀

Chris and I have got so much closer in the past week….I’m not sure why but we have. And I like it. *giggles*

I have been working on two different layouts….one called Life as a Porn Star and the other one is PlayBoy Bunny Style. I’m not sure which one will be going up next….but I’m working on a project. One with all my pictures I have…web cam and scanned. : ) It’s here!! LOL Anywho….

later

PS: I almost forgot Mr. West (my band director) his wife is having a baby! 😛 I’m so happy for him. I can’t believe it. I have been wanting this man to have a baby for ever…when I found out I was jumping up and down. It was funny, but still the same. I am happy about it.

“Only the foolish believe suffering is just wages for being different.” — Cheshire Cat, American McGee’s Alice

We have our first home football game tomorrow night. I really don’t want to go but then again I do. It’s nice to have a night out with friends yet I hate football. And on top of that I have to go because of half time. Marching band is so fun!! Really, it is! But yeah!

Right now I am upgrading AIM, writing Chris a letter and working on a new layout. Which is looking really good right now. I am working on the code when I get done typing this. Chris’s letter is never going to get finished if I don’t hurry up. I need to go to bed early again but I won’t. I did last night and it felt good to have more then 4 hours of sleep. 🙂

I swear…today I have felt like…blah….I’m not sure why but I do. I cried in the middle of 4th block. Over a lot of bullshit. Like I told Chris in 5 years none of it will matter and I will look back and be like ‘Whatever!’ you know? But it still hurts me and I guess it was over something stupid yet it seemed big to me. I just have wanted to cry really hard all day. It has been just one of those days. WOW! I have wrote like a lot. Well, this entry is longer then the last one. *giggles*

Chris and Sheri are coming home with me tomorrow after school so they both can come to the game and Chris is spending the night. 😀 Then Sat. I get to spend the night with Chris. We are suppose to go see Freddy VS Jason. I can’t wait. I really want to see that movie. 🙂

Anyway…I guess I’m off to finish his letter and work on that layout. Maybe I will get to bed sometime tonight…if I’m lucky! *giggles*