Funeral home

I want to thank everyone that left/emailed really nice comments to me. It meant a lot. I miss my grandfather so much. It still doesn’t seem real. I sat at the funeral home with a blank face most of the time. I didn’t cry very much but just sat there. Maybe I would feel better if I did just cry but I can’t. I don’t cry very much. The service was very nice. I think my grandfather would have really liked it. He was buried in a white t-shirt, blue jeans and a ballcap. He looked like papaw but in a way he didn’t. It’s hard to really put it in to words.

My brother didn’t even get out of jail for it. Most of the time they will let you out for 72 hours and then make you go back. He didn’t get to even say goodbye. I think it has been almost 3 years since Raymond had seen papaw. :frown: I hate that for my brother. The last time I seen him was father’s day. I didn’t seem that long ago. I remember kissing him on the cheek and telling him I loved him before Keith and I left. 😐

I need to talk about something happier if not I will be sad forever. We finally got our tax check in. We bought ourselves some clothes that we needed very bad. We paid on some bills and we still have money to move in the next month or so. Keith is finally full-time now and everything seems well. We are doing good besides the funeral. Our lives are starting to fall into place. That makes me smile.

Judy took me to the Heath Department again to change birth control. The pills they put me on made me sick. They said it might of been since I’m so small. So, now I am trying this thing called NuvaRing. It looks really neat. I haven’t tried it out yet because I have to wait the Sunday after my period to use it. It is 99.7% effect with perfect use. The same as the pill. This is pretty good. I think. It looks like a rubber band and you have to keep it in for 3 weeks and then take it out the last week (the week of your period). Then I go back each month and get a new one. I think I will like it. All I can do is try, right?

Well, I am off. I have a lot of house cleaning to do. Being away for 3 days, you can really tell. Nathan and Keith did try. Which I am very greatful for.

House to myself

Finally I have the house to myself. I love it. I love my husband and I love Nathan to death but I need me time. :lmao: We haven’t done much here lately. On, the plus side Keith is trying to quit smoking. He is doing pretty good at the moment. I am so happy about this. I hope he stays with it this time. I really do. I want my husband around for as long as possible. :hearts:

Well, Keith just called. He might be getting off work early and he is off work tomorrow. The whole plant is off and the parts he was suppose to run from 12am to 4am aren’t the right length or something like that. Great. The check that rent comes out of is what he is getting paid for doing last week and this weekend. Nathan said he would help us out. Which he always does with rent. I’m glad he does help.

It seems business is picking up a little. I might be helping this one chick with editing the way WordPress looks. And I just got paid for helping out the M-L and I have been getting paid from Chet for a while. πŸ™‚ It’s all good. I know I really enjoy working online. I enjoy it more then any.

We went and talk to the hospital. We give them all of our paper work and now we just have to wait and see what happens. As far as I know she told us we might get up to 50% or more of our hospital bills paid for. That would be so wonderful. Things seem to be getting better. Which I am glad of.

Well, I really want to watch some TV and then after :tv: TV I am going to wash dishes and some clothes. Sounds fun, doesn’t it? No, not really. πŸ˜† BTW, I did get my fried green tomatoes and they was sooo good. :yummy:

Fried Green Tomatoes

I got a new domain. If you want the link, please leave a comment and I will send it to you. I don’t want some people to get the URL. πŸ™‚ I am great like that. Just about everything is done for the domain but a few pages. WordPress is done and all plugins are done. :yay:

:balloons: Good news, Keith goes full time Monday. YAY!!!! I am so happy. I can’t believe he is finally going full time. We could use the money. But far as that nothing much has been happening.

I have been doing the normal, cleaning house and washing clothes. I am happy about maybe going to see my mother this week. She said if I could up that she will fix me fried green tomatoes. :yummy: I can’t wait. I love them and I haven’t had any this year. Wal-Mart doesn’t see then either.

Dinner with Judy

Today is Judy’s birthday. We (the brothers) took Judy out for her birthday. :yummy: We had a really nice time. I was glad we got to spend time with her. Far as that we haven’t been doing much of anything.

Someone asked for the firefox plugins. Well, the IE viewer is: here, the gmail notifier is: here, the HTML validator is: here and the LJ plugin is: here. I love all the plugins. I hope that helps. πŸ™‚

Besides that I haven’t been doing much but cleaning up after everyone. YAY! The fun of being the only female in the house. :lmao: I also have been cooking and doing the other “mother” things. *laughs*

My grandmother is coming over tomorrow to see me. I can’t wait. I miss hanging out with her. I know that sounds dumb but I love my grandmother and I know she isn’t going to be around forever so I want to spend as much time with her as I can. She was my best friend for so many years. That’s what mothers and grandmothers are for, right? And mother-in-laws too. 😳

I have a few things I want to add to the site. I want to add a image gallery and little things all over. I might start working on a new layout soon. :floppy: I need to get on it. I have made a few images but nothing to good. I have made some cute icons and cute other things.