Keith

Tomorrow is another day

Great news. Keith got a job. Working where I was going to be working, ACK. He starts today from 4am to 4pm. I feel so much better now since he got a job. I was stressing like crazy. :stress: My face was breaking out and I was worried sick. For right now, Keith will be only a temp and he will get paid :money: every week until he goes full time then he will get paid every two weeks.

On other news, umm . . . I don’t have anyother news. How sad? But I guess good news is better then no news at all. 🙂

What a day. . .

Well, the job at ACK didn’t work out the way I wanted it too. It was so hot that I couldn’t work it. I sick and just about pasted out twice within two hours. OMG! Yeah, so I am going to call the temp place tomorrow and tell them I couldn’t do it. I feel just horrible. :grumpy: Then Keith calls me around 3:30 pm (I was still at the temp place filling out paperwork :pencil:) and he lost his job. The told him the reason he got fired was because he had to many points. The last point he got was because he left to go to the ER with me when I had the miscarriage. He didn’t get a note saying he was there.

This is our luck. Not only do I not have a job now nor does Keith. We are going to call around tomorrow and find something. Maybe he can take my place at ACK. I mean, it will be a pay cut for he is use to but at least it will be a job.

I’m calling Wal-Mart today seeing if they will hire me. I mean, they should. They are building a new super Wal-Mart and it is going to be opening on April 12th. I don’t know. . .

I really need to go to sleep. I am so tired. But I’m that tired where you can’t sleep but you can’t really move either. You know? Well, it made since to me. LOL Yeah. . .

I am really starting to get pissed. My custom field hack for WP isn’t working for some reason. It says “Custom field updated” but nothing is showing up on my blog entry. DAMN it! It’s evil; I tell you. EVIL!!! 👿 Now, they work. WTF? I don’t know what the hell was going on. I think I need sleep. I’m off for. . . bed.

6 Months Married

Today has started out very good. Keith and I have been married 6 months today. I can’t believe it has already been 6 months. I am so happy. Something that I thought would never happen. *sighs* I can’t help but giggle to myself. I am so cute. :cute:

Well, I finally have PHP running on my computer now. Thanks to Amanda for helping me out. She told me about some kick ass programs to help me out. I will always be greatful. If you need any favors hon, email me. 😀 I have started writing my own PHP code. It looks a lot harder then most people realize. I give it up to all you PHP programmers out there. I respect you more then I have ever now. And now I want to be just like her! Because she kicks ass.

I also have a new project PlugItNow.Org, it’s called PlugItNow.Org Directory. Go join! I am making more codes right now but I would be really happy if anyone wanted to donated any for the cause. 😀

Well, I think I’m off for right now. I have to work on PHP, more codes and I have to spend more time with my baby since he is off work today. YAY! :heart:

Can’t sleep. . .

I can’t sleep yet again tonight. I don’t know what has come over me. I have been just sitting in front of the computer and the TV. I can’t sleep no matter how long I lay there. I feel tired and I feel like I need sleep yet I’m wide a wake.

Sunday, Keith and I was together one year. 🙂 I can’t believe its already been one year. In September we will be married one year. I can’t believe how fast the time has went by. It just seems like yesterday that we first start talking on the phone and hanging out. WOW! The time goes by fast. I just repeated myself like 3 times. I am tired. :yawn:

Caroline’s birthday party went well. I took a few pictures but then my digital camera’s memory card went blank by the time I got it home. I think it got to cold but now thinking about it, it really wasn’t that cold. I don’t know. Hmmm. . . I was mad when I got home. I plugged in my camera in to my computer and blank. . .nothing there. I was like Son of a bitch! I hope mom took a few good ones.

Right now, I am downloading more brushes for PhotoShop 7, at first I didn’t like it very well. I wanted to stay with Gimp but the more I play with PS 7 the more I want to make images in it but I’m the same way with any graphics program. I start playing with it; I never want to stop. LOL I am great like that.

After I get done with the brushes. I have to burn a few cds for Keith. I have to burn all the brushes I’m downloading, all my fonts I have on my computer (all 997 of them) and all the browsers and programs I have on my computer. I am going to be up for hours. LOL But I don’t mind. I love helping my baby. He just got a new computer last week and he was so happy. His old computer didn’t really work very well anymore. It wouldn’t even dial-up to the net. But he just got a new dell :floppy: and I think he is pretty happy.

Well, I am off. I have a lot to do before I got to bed in a few hours. Night….well, morning. 😉

Thank you

Thank you everyone for your sweet and caring comments. I still feel very different inside and out. I look at how my body was changing and how it went back to normal and think “WOW! I had something living inside of me. I had a living being growing inside of me.” I feel just blessed knowing that I can get pregnant, that I had that moment of happiness growing inside. I know that sounds odd to say after what happen but I have to think on the bright side, right?

Early Friday morning around 4 am or so before Keith and I went to bed. I just cried. I cried for a long time. I had to get it out. I felt a little better after I got it out not back to normal but a little better.

I put the baby blanket away. I can’t stand even looking at it, let alone working on it. I told Keith when I get pregnant again I would finish it then but not now. It’s way to soon. I almost come to tears when ever I look at baby stuff or past by a little baby. I know I should get over this but I can’t yet. It is going to take time and I know that, Keith knows that. It’s just so hard. 😥

WOW! It is getting late. I made Caroline’s birthday cake earlier today. She wanted a purple cake with blue icing on it for her 7th birthday. So, I made it for her. She turned 7 on the 16th of this month. Mom just decided to have her party tomorrow today. Easier to have it on Sunday then a week night, you know?

Well, I think I am going to head off to bed. I am getting tired :yawn: and I have to get to mom’s house early to help set stuff up for the party.