random moments

I am seeing Cherries. . .

I decided to put up a new layout. I LOVED :hearts: the last layout but I wanted something new. I feel in love with the layout Angela’s cherry layout and I had to make one of my own. I think it turned out all right. I have see worse. Right? 😆

On to daily life. Since Keith had to work today that meant time to myself. :yay: This is good. I have cleaned a little and I plan on making dinner. :yummy: I have also been reading Stoned, Naked, And Looking In My Neighbor’s Window. It’s such a great book. If you haven’t heard of the book, it is the best confessions from Grouphug.us. I haven’t read much yet but it is already good. I got the book off ebay.com for $11.47 (that included S & H). It was new. I can’t believe how much I got it for. I’m happy!!! 😀

All my hamsters are doing well. We have a total of 10 if you didn’t know. 🙂 I can’t remember if I had said something or not about them. Oh, yeah before I forget. Nathan got the apartment under us and will be moving out Monday. This I am very glad of. Nothing wrong with him or anything but I can’t wait to get Keith and Rainbow time again. I miss being able to walk around my house and not worry if someone is up or what not or the other. You know?

I might get to go see my brother next Saturday. This is good. I miss my brother and being able to see him for a couple hours is good. I can’t wait to show him how much I have grown up. 😆 That I’m not his little sister anymore. I’m his grown-up-little-sister. *giggles* I just crack myself up.

New Ink.

I have a new tattoo. 🙂 As you can see it’s the infinity sign on the back of my neck. The colors are ice blue and purple. Great isn’t it? I love it. It didn’t hurt that bad and only took about 15 minutes. As normal Jimmy did it for me. AKA, Jimmy is our tattoo artist.

As for other news. Nothing much as been going on. My mother is getting a little better since my grandfathers death and I am too. It doesn’t hurt as bad but still a little. But as everyone is telling me it will get better in time and I know that. 😥

I don’t know if you guys noticed or not but I have a link at the top of every entry called Vote. Please click that each day. It’s to get me an Ipod. I really want one and I don’t have that kind of money. Please help. Make a little girls dreams come true. I will make you a deal. Anyone that sends me a screen shot of the that loads when you click the banner and your 468×60 banner and your URL. I will link you on my site for life. Sound good? Start clicking. Thank you.

I am also putting in an application in at Kmart. One of my friends works there and she told me they would work with me on my hours and everything. That it’s a pretty nice place to work. I am only looking for 25-30 hours a week. And she said she brings home around $500 a month and she works about that many hours. That’s money Keith and I aren’t use too and money that we can pay off his father and other bills. Then it’s just money in the bank. We will need a new car in the next year or so. We know it’s money we could use. Plus it’s spending money for me. :money:

We went and seen Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. It was so good. I love it. Johnny Depp did such a good job. I told Keith I want to go see it again. We might in the next week or so. But on his next days off we are going to go see his grandparents and spend the night. I am looking forward to it. They are such sweet people. They remind me of my own grandparents.

Funeral home

I want to thank everyone that left/emailed really nice comments to me. It meant a lot. I miss my grandfather so much. It still doesn’t seem real. I sat at the funeral home with a blank face most of the time. I didn’t cry very much but just sat there. Maybe I would feel better if I did just cry but I can’t. I don’t cry very much. The service was very nice. I think my grandfather would have really liked it. He was buried in a white t-shirt, blue jeans and a ballcap. He looked like papaw but in a way he didn’t. It’s hard to really put it in to words.

My brother didn’t even get out of jail for it. Most of the time they will let you out for 72 hours and then make you go back. He didn’t get to even say goodbye. I think it has been almost 3 years since Raymond had seen papaw. :frown: I hate that for my brother. The last time I seen him was father’s day. I didn’t seem that long ago. I remember kissing him on the cheek and telling him I loved him before Keith and I left. 😐

I need to talk about something happier if not I will be sad forever. We finally got our tax check in. We bought ourselves some clothes that we needed very bad. We paid on some bills and we still have money to move in the next month or so. Keith is finally full-time now and everything seems well. We are doing good besides the funeral. Our lives are starting to fall into place. That makes me smile.

Judy took me to the Heath Department again to change birth control. The pills they put me on made me sick. They said it might of been since I’m so small. So, now I am trying this thing called NuvaRing. It looks really neat. I haven’t tried it out yet because I have to wait the Sunday after my period to use it. It is 99.7% effect with perfect use. The same as the pill. This is pretty good. I think. It looks like a rubber band and you have to keep it in for 3 weeks and then take it out the last week (the week of your period). Then I go back each month and get a new one. I think I will like it. All I can do is try, right?

Well, I am off. I have a lot of house cleaning to do. Being away for 3 days, you can really tell. Nathan and Keith did try. Which I am very greatful for.

Fried Green Tomatoes

I got a new domain. If you want the link, please leave a comment and I will send it to you. I don’t want some people to get the URL. 🙂 I am great like that. Just about everything is done for the domain but a few pages. WordPress is done and all plugins are done. :yay:

:balloons: Good news, Keith goes full time Monday. YAY!!!! I am so happy. I can’t believe he is finally going full time. We could use the money. But far as that nothing much has been happening.

I have been doing the normal, cleaning house and washing clothes. I am happy about maybe going to see my mother this week. She said if I could up that she will fix me fried green tomatoes. :yummy: I can’t wait. I love them and I haven’t had any this year. Wal-Mart doesn’t see then either.

Missing him.

I have spent my lovely Friday night sitting at home doing nothing but watching the tv. Keith is at work. I am so glad he is off work this weekend. We get to have US time. I miss him so much. I think I realize how long he really is gone during work hours now because well, I’m a wake during those hours now. :frown:

I am now a moderator over at eXPOSURE. It’s pretty cool. I have spend about two hours just trying to knock down some of the pending members. I haven’t knocked down many but I am trying. I also filled out a form over at the Martini Lounge to become a webmaster. I hope I get the position. About 5 positions are open so I have a chance. *crosses fingers* I would really like to start making a little more money :money: from web design. I think I am doing pretty good but I also know I could do so much better. 🙂 I have dreams too, you know? :lmao:

I called the hospital today to find out how much money we are going to have to fork out. Guess the total? Just guess. Your answer: $1,292.62. Yeah. :wow: That’s all I got. Is Wow. I mean, how are we going to pay that. I can’t believe how much health care is now. We go Wednesday to talk to someone in Financial Counseling Department. It’s crazy. They said since Keith has a lower paying job now that we might be able to get some of it payed for. Which would be so nice.

The weather seems to be finally clearing up nicely here. I was so tired of seeing rain. I like the sun. I really do. But on the other coin I know that we needed some rain. Everything was looking so dead. I like the green. I love summer. I really hate that it is going by so fast. It seems it just got this way. Before to long the cold is going to come back. :yuck: