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Wanted to do so much

I wanted to do so much tonight but I don’t see it getting done. I have this long list of things I am dying to get done around the house.

  • Clean Office
  • Blog / scheduled entries
  • Vacuum
  • Make our bed
  • Wash and put way all clothes
  • Pick up living room
  • Start dinner

A few of these I can do while doing others. For say I can wash clothes while I start dinner. I can make the bed, then put clothes a way while dinner is finishing. See, I can double up. I know I won’t get it all done but I will get started. And by doing so I have to get off my wonderful computer and do it. . .but first I must put my iPod playlist on! Music makes everything okay!

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Stressed before work even starts

I am already feeling the stress of working a 40 hour a week job and I haven’t even started yet. I have been trying to work on getting everything around the house done so I don’t feel like I have to do that, work and go to school at the same time.

I am so scared I won’t be able to find a good balance between everything. I am loving the fact that I will have a paycheck every two weeks again. I am loving the fact that I won’t be stressed about money. I do hope that since Kyle is only working around 15 – 20 hours a week that he will pick up on the house work. But since I haven’t been working for a while he has got use to me doing it all and I think I might have spoiled him.

Kyle is a really good man and normally anything I ask he will do. I am hoping this will be a chance for us to grow as a couple and open a new chapter in our lives. We will be together 11 months tomorrow. I love him so much. He is wonderful about doing things and I hope I won’t have to ask, he will just do it. But it seems to be that most men don’t care to do stuff they just won’t do it without being asked. Does that make sense?

Anyway, I have been studying for a JavaScript test I have tomorrow. I am a little worried about it. I hate performance-based test. And two of my classes are like that this semester.

I think I am going to get a bite to eat before my shower. I already did my nails. It won’t be long before bed. I hope I will be able to sleep. I have class tomorrow 12-3:00 and work 3:30 – 12. Wish me luck!!

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Little issues

Last night was terrible. I could not sleep to save my life. I was tired but just couldn’t sleep. I hate when that happens. I don’t think it was the Coke I drank because that had been with dinner and after that I drank water. I don’t know but it sure made it hard to get up today.

I have a few things today today around the house before I go to my grandmother’s house. I must do dishes, littler box and trash. I might also make my bed, because that always makes me feel better. Something about walking into a room with a fresh made bed, always makes me smile. πŸ˜€

Today was Kyle’s payday so I am paying bills this afternoon while he is at work. That way we know how much we have to work with for gas this next two weeks. We have school starting this coming week and he has to go back and forth to work. The downside is that the van Kyle was driving died. So, we are not a one car family which makes this really hard. But on the plus side, Kyle’s step-dad does live in BG where we go to school and Kyle works. That means I can hang at his house until Kyle gets done with work. It is going to be hard but we are looking at new cars. We only have around 3 weeks until we get our school money. They we can fix this little issue. I just hope that all the jobs I have applied for waits until I can get back and forward.

[Edit at 4:55pm] Today has turned out better then my night. I got all my house cleaning done. All bills paid that needed it. We are even going to do the yard tonight when Kyle gets home. All in all not a bad day. πŸ™‚

PS: I added the “like button” back to the side of the entries, Cammie. I hope that makes you a little happier!!

Busy, busy and more busy

I have had a long week it feels like. It started Thursday. I got up at 6am. I help my mom put her stock truck up. Over a $2000 truck. For Camp Joy and her job. She does a program called “Summer feeding” For any children to the age of 18, you can get two free meals. Breakfast and lunch. It really is a great program. Some days she will fix over 800 meals. Including breakfast and lunch. Crazy-ness. I have been help her a couple days a week. I enjoy working with my mom. I don’t get any money but that is okay.

Then Thursday night I kept the girls until Friday afternoon around 5pm. That was a handful. Then Friday night I drank a little. Had a long night with Cody. A little spat. It all ended okay. We hung out last night. And a little while today.

I was so busy last night. I washed all my bed stuff. Three loads of clothes. Vacuuming. Dishes. Then I had to make the bed back after I washed everything. Just a long few days.

Today has been my lazy day. I have been napping. Picking up a little. Mr. Kitty and I have been just chilling. πŸ™‚

New laptop

I am sitting here waiting for time to be closer to go pick up Cody. I feel lost, I left my phone at his house and I didn’t feel like going back to get it after I was already back at my house before I realized it was gone. Silly me. πŸ™

I haven’t been doing much today. I watched a couple shows of Cold Case. Then did dishes. I’m putting off doing the floors until tomorrow. Everything else is done. Dishes, picked up bedroom and living room.

I got a new laptop last night. I have been having tons of fun with it. Just installing programs and what not. I think I’m spending the night with Cody tonight so I can play around with it more there.

I also, banned the lovely IPs coming from an area in KY. I thought it would be funny. πŸ™‚ It makes me smile a little. But anyway, it is almost time to leave and I need to get my stuff together.