Cody

ex-P.O.S

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What started out

to be a good day, ended not so good. Thursdays are not my day. I went to work, everything went well. It was pay day. Which is always a good thing. I went and got pizza for me and my dad. He help me bring the two trash cans around to the front of the trailer and place them up at the top of the drive way for pick up. I had cleaned all night Wednesday. Trying to get my BIG to do list done.

I had started the office. Which is on my to do list as well. Dad had taken around all my storage totes and placed them in my building out back. I really thought it was going good. I clean up part of my yard yesterday before I went to get this awesome computer desk that was given to me.

Mom and I picked it up. Stop by got my dad so he could help move it in to the trailer. Didn’t work out. We ended up breaking it before we could even get it half way in to the office. We tried everything. I haven’t felt this defeated in a long time. This was the next step in making my office in to a guess room / office. I wanted the corner desk so I could place a small bed in there as well. The bed would really help since my nieces and Cody’s little brothers spend the night often.

I just cried. Which is really stupid once I sat down and thought about it but I was so upset. I just wanted this to work so bad. I could finally have a nice desk to use. My desk I have now is so beat up. No, I hadn’t had it very long but I moved three times since I had it. And it now is very wobbly and I want a good desk. Something to hold up to my normal everyday life, plus kids, plus two cats. I don’t think I am asking for to much. Probably am. *sad face* 🙁

Anyway, I hope to still be getting myself a new desk in the next week or so. I really want to clean my office. Get my shit together because coming this fall I will be starting college. Just have one more thing I need to do before I can register for classes. I can’t wait. So, in return I really need a nice area to study and do home work. 🙂 I am so happy about that, at least.

Maybe this Saturday or Sunday I can go and get one. Dad said he would put it together in the office, so we wouldn’t have to worry about it being moved or placed anywhere else because Cody and I plan on staying in this trailer for a few more years anyway. Since it is paid for.

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Randomness

When life is good, life is really good. And when life is shit, life is really shitty it seems.

Right now, I am at a point where life is good. It hasn’t always been this way and I would be crazy to think it will stay this good but I can’t help to smile and laugh. The only thing that could make me happier is waking up and tomorrow be May 6th. So I could go pick Cody up.

Life is going to be amazing next month. I am sure once the honeymoon stage wears off and we get back in our normal routine everything will balance out to some good and some bad days. A normal married life but right now, I am on cloud nine. I could not ask for anything more.

Sorry, random moment since I can’t sleep. :love:

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Maybe to happy

I hate people that only post about happy things in their blog. I know it’s their blog but no one is that happy all the time, no matter what. Life isn’t perfect and I know life is hard. But I can’t stand to read a blog that is happy all the time. Just like people, I can’t stand to be around people that act happy all the time. It’s not natural. It’s not healthy.

/end rant

Anyways, the cave tour went great even if I was sick. I woke up with a fever of about 103 degrees, almost 104. Turns out I had Strep throat. I got a Z pack which is a 7 days wroth of antibiotic. I started them Friday afternoon. By Saturday I felt a little better. Not where I should be but enough we went a head and did the cave tour. It was nice to go out with the family. We went to Long John’s and ate. So nice to get real food in me. I didn’t eat one bit of real food Friday. Jello and ice cream for me.

Today I am taking Meadow to the Mall / Wal-Mart / Deals and anywhere else that baby wants to go for her birthday. She turns 10 tomorrow. She spent the night with me last night. She mainly played dress up games on the computer. And watch TV. After we get back from Bowling Green, we are going up to mom’s to eat and have cake. :yay cake:

On an even brighter note, Cody comes home in 18 days! Okay, I must go get out of my pjs and in to real clothes. We are heading out soon. Meadow is in the shower now.

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Whatever, I do

. . .what I want. . . Anyway, I have made a new layout since the last time I have blogged. I changed a few things around on the pages. I really like the colors of this layout. I have titled it “Spring”. I am sure there might be some errors, if so, please comment and let me know. I think I have double checked everything. But I have been known to forget something from time to time.

I haven’t blogged in forever since I haven’t really had anything to blog about. I have got in to a routine to do the same thing each day. Which is nice because once May comes along, it is going to be crazy until July. 🙂 I like the fact I have some kind of routine. I can’t wait for Cody to be home so we can get in our daily life routine back on track. As normal and routine as an army life can be.

Far as the puppy I talked about in my last entry, someone came and got him after four days of having him. Which worked out because we really didn’t need a dog right now anyway, we have so much to do in May and June and it isn’t fair to us or the dog to get another animal which would need to be trained. And we wouldn’t be here, it would be left to my parents to take care of while we was away. Just to much right now. I think later on, a dog could be in our future but right now, not so much.

If anyone has has been reading my twitter I have bought the kit to fix my cracked iPhone 3G screen. I think I can do this, I believe I will take pictures of my steps. I can do just about anything once I get an idea in my head. Fixing a phone, can’t be that hard. I have found tons of step by step tutorials and Youtube videos. It looks pretty straight forward and nothing that I don’t think I can handle. And right now I can’t use it anyway due to the cracks so, if I mess it up, I’m not really losing anything. I hope I can. I miss having a smartphone.

Also, this weekend, my family and I are going on a cave tour of Mammoth Cave. I am looking so forward to it, expect pictures of everything this weekend. 🙂 Other than that, I guess everything else has been the same.

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The prefect dress

I went to a little dress shop in my home town and tried on some dresses today after I got off work. And I found one. It is so pretty. I feel like a holiday Barbie. It isn’t like the dress I picked out online but I was kind of hoping to find one close to home so I could try it on. If I order online I have to hope it fits. It fits so nice. I am in love all over again. <3

Also, we kind of have a new addition to our little family. My road I live on is known to throw animals out of. Which is terribly sad but it happens in the real world of living in such a small town they down even have an animal shelter. People normally place unwanted dogs and cats out. Well, I have been known to feed the cats. They are great when you live with a field behind your home. 🙂 Someone dropped out a pitbull puppy most likely from the age 4 – 6 months old. He is starved half to death. He is nothing but skin and bones. I wish I was making that part up but I’m not. He looks terrible but I am going to get his weight back on. *cross fingers*

I talk to Cody about it tonight. He says he likes the idea of having a bigger dog around the house to kind of protect me when he is gone. Which when I was a kid we had a pitbull and he was amazing. He never tried to bit or anything. This puppy has been pretty amazing so far. He hasn’t once tried to chase the cats inside nor has he tried to bit or snip at them. He didn’t try to bit when I took food from him and he was pretty hungry. I was talking to Cammie about it and she says I have a keeper. I think so too. He is a sweet puppy. Thinks he is the size of the cats still. Super cute.

Besides that, I did book our hotel for our honeymoon. 5 nights in Smoky Mountains. I can’t wait. I have so much for use to do, like never leave our room. But really, I mean, we might leave it for food. . . XD I can’t wait. Eeee!

One of the best parts of getting married. “Muh” Cammie is coming down to be my maid of honor! :yay: