faded stars

I am and he isn’t…..

“you’re blond, he’s not, you’re short, he’s tall, you’re a string bean, he’s the incredible hulk” — Candi on 08.03.03

I haven’t updated in a couple of days. Sunday Chris didn’t get to come over but I did get to go to his house. *smiles* His mom told me that she likes me. OMG! She likes me!! And she told me that Tony (Chris’s step-dad) and Chris are determined that I’m moving in with them when I turn 18. I was like…’Okay’! It was funny! : D Chris is so good to me. I enjoy being with him.

My PSP 7 isn’t working right now and I’m not sure why. I have a couple of layouts on hand but for some reason PSP 7 isn’t working. It worked a few nights ago : e v i l : and then I go to turn it on again and it didn’t work. I was like WTF? I was so mad!! : m a d : But anyway…. Tina is mailing me Adobe PhotoShop. I should have that by today or tomorrow. : D

School starts this week. I can’t wait. In a way I don’t want to go back but then again I do. Right now, I am watching Caroline and Meadow….that is not how I wanted to spend my summer. : ( Anyway…..

Later

But wasn’t it suppose to last….

“Love is life. And if you miss love, you miss life.” — Unknown

New layout! I had to change…I made this a couple of days ago and I love it!! Soon as I saw the picture I told myself that I had to use it some where and I edited it in PSP 7 and MS paint. Then it took me a few moments to finally think of the words to put on it but when I did I think it hit the picture right on. 🙂 I think it looks well. Kitten (with her big ego) seems to think the layout has something to do with her….she is wrong if it makes a differences.

Anyway….Chris is coming over tomorrow. Mom has to go get him because his mom and step-dad left out a few days ago and won’t be home for a while. I think that he is spending the night but I’m not sure. Dad keeps making a big deal out of nothing with him spending the night. It’s not like we are fucking in front of him and what I do in my life is nothing to do with him (dad). Like mom told him I will be able to move out in just a few months. I will be 18 and Chris already told me I could move in with him a while back before we even started dating. God, dad needs to chill out and stop freaking out over nothing…..

Anyway….tell me what you think about the layout!! later… ‘NIGHT 😀

Love me….

“When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don’t see the one which has been opened for us.” — Unknown

Tina if only if I could live with you…that would be fun…sleep overs, drinking and kicking bitches and assholes butts!! LMAO : l o l :

Chris didn’t get to come over to my house today….he has a sickness in his family…so I understand. He is suppose to come over tomorrow. Which makes me happy! 😀 He makes me happy…he makes me giggle with all his korny jokes but that is what makes Chris my best friend, my boy friend. 😛

Anyway…on to another note….I am trying to update some of my pages here at faded-stars.org. I just want everything look well, you know? 🙂 I want people to look at my site and go ‘Wow, she cares about her site…she loves her domain!’ and I do…. LMAO How sad? I need to get out more….well, maybe not!!

I’m off.

Band work & Breaking up for good

“Optimist or Pessimist? Do you call traffic signals go-lights?” — Unknown

I haven’t wrote in my blog like forever….I really should do it more often then I do but I have a small life….kind of.

Right now, I’m talking to Chase, Candice, and Jenni and Nikki just had to go about 10 mins. ago. She had to leave for work. =)

Kitten and I broke up….I believe that it was for the best….I know it hurts and all for the both of us. But I believe that everything happens for a reason and I believe that this is just like that too.

I am working on a new layout….well, trying to find images to make a new layout…..it’s going to be a Boys Don’t Cry layout if I can find the right images to make it with. =)

I went to the band room today and helped clean. It was hard work but hey I helped. =)

I’m off.

Working

“To some its a six-pack, to me it’s a Support Group.” — Anonymous

Well, I haven’t updated it a few days. I have been busy.

First, I was say to Gwen, my local mall is about 45 minutes. away from my house. I just say it’s local. LOL

I have been downloading music. I burned 2 or 3 CDs today. One for Christina and a couple just for me. I still have to burn one for my mom. But I have to download a couple more songs for her first.

I’m checking email right now…..last night Hotmail wouldn’t let me log in….it wouldn’t even load. I was like WTF?

Well, my mom got the bright idea for us to go out and get KFC and eat it at one of the local parks….do a “family” thing. Well, we did and it sucked.

Anyway…..I went to Chris’s house Saturday. It was fun. I got to meet his family and got to look at lots of his baby pictures. He was so cute.

Oh, yeah….my design site is up at Kinkie Kitty Designs. It is starting to look really really good. =)