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I have missed you my wonderful blog. I have been so busy with life I almost forget that I have a blog or any projects I have. I need to take down everything and just not do it at all. I hate half assing anything. BTW, is half-assing a word? Firefox says assing is not. Hmmm. . . 😮 Also, if you wanted to know I added half-assing to my dictionary in Firefox. Just saying.
We got our school money today. All I can think about is how I want to pay one debit off with another. Which most of our money is grants, we have taken out a couple of loans. We got a large amount, which we was going to use as a down payment on a house, but since we need to work on our credit score and job history we will have to wait a little longer. But never the less we do have the money right now to pay off all of Kyle’s debit and improve his score and at least bring mine up some.
If you know me in real life or have been reading my blog for a while, you would realize I hate to wait for anything, so this whole waiting game of improving scores is killing me, but I know it will all work out.
Far as my entry about the ex, Faith you are totally right, he is trying to be very manipulative. He always has been and always will be. He wanted to pull me in and it’s not happening. For once in my life, I can rise above him and walk away and be okay with that.
I always wonder what people are doing in there lives once I’m not part of it anymore. I realize this is kind of dumb because I know the world doesn’t stop if I’m not in it but it’s fun to pretend that it does. lol 😀 It’s okay to have a big ego. . .sometimes. . .
It’s cool I wake up this awesome!! :love:
I am a terrible blogger. I have been wanting to update, but it seems life always gets in the way. I just started another semester of school, still working and we had been trying to find a place to move but at last the house loan didn’t come through like we needed, so we are stuck here for a few more months but I made myself this promise. We will be in a house by next year at this time.
I have had so much I wanted to blog about, like ex boyfriend Cody texting me for the first time in forever or the fact that like I stated we was looking at houses to buy, or school starting. . .just really over all boring stuff.
Far as Cody texting me. He started the first text off with “Since you are still friends with my whole family we should be too” and then preceded to tell me that he “always promised to tell me if he ever got deployed“. Well, it’s a little late to start keeping promises now, don’t you think asshole!?! I’m just stating facts. You also promised to “always love me”, to “always be there for me” or and lets not forget “promised to marry me”. Did you keep any of those promises? Hell no!! Ahhh, what an asshole!!!! That’s all I got. What kind of nerve do you have to text me after all this time? I texted a few little things back but after I did I felt dirty and used and almost heartbroken all over again. . .why? I’m not sure or maybe I felt more sorry for him or whatever the case maybe. He tired texting me a week or so later but it was only one message stating “Well, Jenn I finally got my first tattoo.” I didn’t even bother responding. I’m not even going to again. I don’t like the feelings he brings up inside of me when he contacts me. I feel so much angry still and just plan sorry for him. I have decided when and I say when / if, but he has been the one to contact me every time since I decided I was no longer going to contact him back when me and Kyle got together, but like I said it isn’t if. . .it’s when he contacts me again I am going to send him this:
Error: Your message could not be sent. The Ex you’re trying to reach has moved on. Error number: 3 years wasted!
I think it will get the point across. He made comments when we first broke up if he got deployed could he still write me like he did in basic. I told him then why not write your whore you left me for. I mean, if she was worth losing / leaving me over, write her. I’m not going to waste my time on you. He seemed hurt by this statement at the time but it’s how I feel. I’m not hiding any feelings from him now. I have no reason too. Oh god he won’t talk to me again. Thank god!! I couldn’t get so lucky.
Anyway, on a better note I got another client site to do. I have two clients right now but one hasn’t got back with me since they paid. Weird, and the other one I just started. At least they are paying jobs. I love the fact I get to work on different kinds of projects that I normally wouldn’t do for myself. You know?
Last year was an amazing year! For once in my life everything seems to be falling into place and going where they need to go. Since last year was so good here is to hoping this year will be just as great!
Today has been a good day as well. We woke up super late, snacked, watched almost the whole sixth season of Dexter and now, well, now we are about to head to bed because well, being lazy is hard. Which by the way never happens. Even on my lazy days, I cleaned some. Did dishes, swept and moped the kitchen, cooked dinner, cleaned the hamster cages, cleaned cat box, cleaned bathroom and vacuumed the whole house. 😀
New Year Resolutions?
- Finish college (fall 2012)
- Buy a house (this and the next one go hand in hand)
- Sell our trailer
- Start a family :love:
- Find a job with my college degree
- Try to blog at least 1 time a week that isn’t a picture post / auto post
I have some really big New Year Resolutions, here is to hoping I can at least get 3 of 6 of them. Which 3, finish college, start a career, blog more. . .well, okay 4, start a family. I really want that one. lol
I wanted to do so much tonight but I don’t see it getting done. I have this long list of things I am dying to get done around the house.
- Clean Office
- Blog / scheduled entries
- Make our bed
- Wash and put way all clothes
- Pick up living room
- Start dinner
A few of these I can do while doing others. For say I can wash clothes while I start dinner. I can make the bed, then put clothes a way while dinner is finishing. See, I can double up. I know I won’t get it all done but I will get started. And by doing so I have to get off my wonderful computer and do it. . .but first I must put my iPod playlist on! Music makes everything okay!