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I suck at life. But I’m wicked cool.

I realized something today. I truly hate to be a lone. At home or anything dealing with me. I hate to be a lone. My dog had been at mom’s house for a couple of days. I would wake up or go to bed sad almost because I didn’t have her. I hated not having her here or anyone here with me. I am such a wuss about some much.

When I get my new place, I really won’t have anyone to hang out with. CJ works in Glasgow, goes to school in BG, so I wouldn’t have him around very much. I still talk to Keith and hang out with him sometimes, not now, he lives here in Glasgow, Nathan lives with him. Most of my friends now live here. I’m moving 45 minutes away. I’m not going to really have many people. I’m upset about that. I love to have people over. Not a lot of people but people never the less.

I just hope that I will be able to keep Cookie. If not, I will be a very unhappy person. Or I will spending so much time at my mom’s house, I might as well be living back there. OMG!

I just don’t know what to do. I’m really going to miss this place. As much as I say I hate it. I really will miss it. I’m going to miss having everything so near, having everyone near.

This move is scaring me to death. I just don’t know how everything is going to work out. If I could find another job that paid pretty good, then I could stay here but I’m jobless right now and there is no way I could stay. I’m so scared I have no clue what to do.

I have no clue about my life. I have so much going on and I can see my life falling down around me. I feel like everything is going wrong. Nothing is fitting together. And I don’t know why. I swear I seen a icon that fit me perfect. It quoted “I suck at life. But I’m wicked cool.” I really do suck at life. Why does everything fall?

Never my happy ending

Yet again, nothing works out the way it is suppose too. Every time I care about someone that want to hurt me. I really truly should let this person read all the past entries. It might make them see but that is another story all together. I don’t think will ever know and I am so tired of trying.

I keep trying to update a little at a time. I am working on my father-in-laws site trying to change it over to a new server and what not. Fun, fun. Shouldn’t be that much trouble.

I finally got my hair cut and dyed. It looks pretty good. You can go to my myspace and check out the pictures. 🙂 They rock!! lol

Not much else to report. Just have to be at work a 10am and I don’t see myself going to bed anytime soon. Can’t sleep. :yuck: I really hate that.

Fun title here.

I have had so much going on lately. I wish I had had time to really do something this weekend since it was my first since I started Wendy’s in 2005. I never get a weekend.

I guess I can go a head a say it. Keith and I are over over. We have been for a few weeks but didn’t want to tell everyone just yet. I believe this is truly for the best. I know it hurts the both of us but until we both do a lot of growing up, this is the best.

I am fixing to go hang out with my brother and some friends. Time to chill out for a while and then head to bed. I have to be at work tomorrow at 11. :yuck: I really don’t want to go but all well.

Don’t make me go

I didn’t want to get out of bed, let alone out of the house to go to work. For some reason I am very tired. :yawn: Not sure why either, I got around 10 hours of sleep. I think my body is still trying to play catch up. Neither one of my days off I got to sleep in, that totally bits. You know that right? lol

Work has got to the point I don’t even want to go anymore. I stay because I make such good money. I am thinking about looking for something different. If I go, most of my crew is going with me. Sad but true. They don’t really like working with anyone else. I don’t mind if they talk as long as orders get out and everything gets done. Most people love to work with me. My boss has run out of things to bitch at me about, so now she must bitch at me for little things that no body cares about. Like why the brooms aren’t hung up in the order of the picture. Okay, I’m sorry, but as long as they are in the closet, doesn’t that matter? Nope, now they have to be in the “right” order. Give me a break. . .That’s as much as she can get on me. But she has to find some reason to bitch. Shot me now, please.

I’m an Assistant Manager, have been for sometime now. I never miss work, I never leave early. I am normally a perfect worker. That’s why I think I can find another job making at least as much money. I just hate the fact it is going to be fast food again, but on the other side Fast Food pays very well once you get into management.

Oh, well. Anywho. . .time to clean up around the house some, eat and then get ready for work. :annoyed:

Wally World Time

I’m finally got up a new layout up here. I love it. The colors don’t seem to bright but just right. I love the rainbowish. Wait. . .that wasn’t a word. Oh, well.I finally got a round to adding a Photo Log. I also, finally got my response from The fan-listing, for my fan-listing Window’s Vista.

All I have to do is email them back saying it’s up. It’s been ready to go up for a month now. Just waiting on them to say approved. Got to love waiting.

I plan on waking Keith :love: in about 10 minutes. We need to make a trip to Wal-Mart to get a few things. I want some soup. I haven’t been feeling the best. :yuck:

Off to update some more on some random bits of the site.

PS: I love Spell check!!