Well, being female sucks

TMI: If you read it will have to much info.

I started my period today. It hurt so bad. I almost cried a couple times. It hasn’t hurt this bad in a long time. I am thinking about going back on the pill for a while or go get on the shot. I heard while on the shot you don’t have a period. That would be nice. But on the pill I know when I would have my period.

I guess I better go. Keith is home and I would like to spend time with him.

Anywho. . .

I feel better today. Keith was off work, I got to sleep in and we hung out at Wal-Mart for a while. I love that place. :heart:

I just wanted to address how I feel about breeding my mice. I understand about people not like taking them and all. That’s why we are only breeding her once and putting all the males in one cage and all the females in another. We have a pet store right up the road that said they would take them if we got to many but we just wanted to see if she would have any babies and then if she did split them up after. I only wanted to breed her once anyway.

But anyway, today has went by kind of fast for some reason. I got up late and like I said we went to Wal-Mart for a bit, came back home and finished watching a movie. Keith got online for a while and then we played Gamecude! I really use to hate fighting games but he got me playing Soul Calibur II. It really is a fun game. I would have never of thought that. LOL

You know what is really funny? My mom ran in to an old boyfriends dad today and was talking to him and he asked how I was doing and mom was telling him that Keith and I was married and doing good. He told her that he wished that me and his son would have lasted. How funny? ๐Ÿ˜€

The reason this is so funny is because I’m talking about Malachi. I dated Malachi for about 2 weeks and then my best friend at the time started dating in for about a year or a little longer. Malachi’s dad said that he never really liked my best friend and that he wished Malachi would have kept dating me. LMAO. That is just great to me because my friend always thought that Malachi’s dad liked her best and told me this once or twice. *cracks up* I just can’t help but laugh. :cute:

Opps, I wasn’t suppose to say anything but I couldn’t just hold that in. It was to good. You just can’t make something that funny up. I guess most people aren’t going to find the humor but I do. I guess you would just have to know this girl in person.

Unbelievable

I haven’t really updated in a few days. I post little blog entries but not really posted a real blog entry. I have so many thoughts running in my head. Which is odd. I don’t know why I have had some many different thoughts about so many different things. Now I am making no sense. :question:

Last night I watched a show on A&E about a girl that was addicted to meth. It really got to me. I just sat and cried almost always through it. Most people don’t know because I don’t talk about it much but my brother, Raymond was addicted to meth for almost 4 years until he was put in jail. He lost his two kids over it and his wife left him. His two girls live with my mother and father and his wife ran off with another man.

The girls family in the TV :tv: show just kept having to deal with the same shit day after day. I really felt for her family. I love my brother very much but someone can only handle so much. I remember a lot of nights no being able to sleep worrying if this was the night my family would get a call saying my brother was dead because of an overdose.

Which is really scary since he overdosed in March 2001. He almost died. He doesn’t realize how close to death he was and the scary part is that he didn’t even realize that he was that close. That his heart rate was going from 54 bpm to 175 bpm. He had so many drugs in his system it was unbelievable. It still scares me to this day to think about it.

I hope my brother sees the ๐Ÿ’ก light some day but who knows. At this moment in time he is in jail. At least I know he is getting 3 meals a day and has a bed to sleep in. It makes me hurt to think about the nights he use to run around and not care about anything it seems. ๐Ÿ™ I have to stop talking about this now. I don’t want to cry tonight.

A couple people asked in my last blog entry if mice eat their babies. About 5% do but 95% of the time they won’t. Not unless their is something wrong with the babies or someone picks them up to early. Not like hamsters. About 45% of hamsters will eat their babies sometimes more then that. Yet another reason I love having mice. But I do love my hammies as well. I love all of my pets; Mario and Princess (mice), Chewie (teddy bear hamster), Egg (dwarf hamster) and Cookie (dog, she lives with my mother and father). WOW! A lot of pets but I still take care of each and everyone with love. I am a dork. LOL ๐Ÿ˜ณ

It’s hammer time . . . Zzz

I am about to past out. I just got done with making Keith breakfast and I have been up for hours it seems. :yawn: I will apologize right now if this entry is random.

I finally added click-able smiles to my admin page in WP. That I am very glad of. I had them in 1.2 but when I upgraded I forgot to add them back but I finally got around to doing that tonight. I also, just added 10 smiles in the comment area. I mean, all smiles will work in the comments but you only have 10 to click on. ๐Ÿ˜€ I didn’t like having all of them in a row.

I think we are going to have baby mice within the next month or so because I seen our little pets “hugging” a few days ago. I can’t wait. We can pick these little guys up around day 5 or so and after day 10 we have to pick them up every day so they can become tame. I know it will be a lot of work but very rewarding. :hearts: