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Recapping

Lets recap what has happen this month. It has been a very wonderful and very horrible month so far. Well, year. At the first start of the month I got to meet my best friend of almost 9 years for the first time. Then at the end of the month I got my car broken in to for the 3rd time in seven months. Their has been a horrible ice storm this week that has knocked out cell towers, power in a lot of areas and most land lines are messed up. Great plus. NOT.

I hope the rest of the year or at least even the up coming month is going to be better. It has to look up, right? Right? Come one. Please.

My car got broken in to. . .again

The reason I state this information is for the 3rd time in seven months my car has been broken in to. Twice within 6 hours of each other at a different location. The 3rd time in different location. I moved and back luck follows me. WTF?

This time they cut my whole lock out of my door. Now the whole inside of my door has to be replaced. They didn’t get in. Luckily. As a safe feature my car door without the lock key hole, it stays locked. A plus.

I’m not sure what is going on. I don’t believe it was done by the same people. No one knows really where I live. Greg, Cody, Dustan and family. Cody and Dustan was spending the night at my house that night. Greg has no way to my house. So, if it was family. Lord, I don’t need them. lol

I’m just really upset about the whole thing. I just don’t understand why me. I have such bad luck. I haven’t even had my car a year yet. In my drive way was even nicer cars and trucks then mine. Newer trucks and cars. I live in apartments that are targeted for old people and families. I don’t even know of one college student that lives there. So, I don’t get it. Why me?

I swear, like my mother says “If I didn’t have bad luck, I wouldn’t have any luck at all”.

I’m bad luck. Stay away.

Tired. I was up early getting my oil changed. Yet again, my days off fly by and today I have to be at work again.

I hope within the next couple of days I can move everything from Geek Talk over to my new server. I have been to busy to even do that. I haven’t really been checking email and what not. I had a hard weeks.

As you read my last post, my car got broken into, then it got broken in to again. Twice within ten hours. Then Sunday my Cookie Marie (my puppy I have had since I was 9) passed away. Then just stuff like that all week. Nothing seems to make it better.

Bad luck all around. Maybe things will look up.

My car is broken . . .in to

My poor, poor car. I am so upset. My car I just got in April has now been broken into over my purse that had no cash, only a debit card and a check book. I already canceled the debit card and the check book. I had just got my new ID two days ago. Yeah, I know. The really bad part about it, it was in my own drive way. I live right behind a bar. Damn bar. Damn drunk people. Damn it all to hell. WOW, that was a lot of damns.

I don’t even carry cash. They didn’t get anything out of it. Some pads, lip gloss and maybe some pictures of my family. That is it. OMG! Really? Time in jail over that. People are so stupid.

Also, on top of that. I go to call my mom and dad. Since I am on their car insurance. I can’t get a hold of anyone. Two cellphones and a house phone. No one would pick up. OMG!! I am so upset about that too. I could be dead someone and they wouldn’t even know it.

The only thing I have left is to call the car insurance tomorrow and then go find out what the bank has to say. Good thing, I had already had a new debit card coming in the mail. I swear.

PS:They took my lucky gold dollar. 🙁 I think I might cry now. I swear.

Aside

Hurt yourself…

“But I know whats its like to want to die. How it hurts to smile, how you try to fit in but you can’t. You hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the things on the inside.” –Girl, Interrupted

I just got done with the dishes and cleaning up. I have picked up my room and now I’m just sitting here typing this up.

Nikki is going to get a car real soon. That means RIDES for Rainbow. =) Which is always good!

I put that little thing from Girl, Interrupted on this entry because I feel like that so often now. For the past two weeks there hasn’t been a day that I went to school without someone making me want to cry and be alone. Kitten seems to think its her but its not. I’m just don’t feel the same. I feel like maybe I just need that one good friend that loves me no matter what. Kitten just keeps saying that I do have those kind of friends and I just don’t know it. They are around me and I just don’t see it. Well, maybe….I can think of 2 people first off, One: Nikki and Two: Chris….Sometimes I think Chris lust after me more then anything. I know he is my “best” friend and all but sometimes he makes me wonder….I love the boy but just as a brother (he’s the brother my brother never was). And then Nikki….I’m not to sure how we became so close. It was something that just happen. I’m glad of it. I can run to her NO matter what and TELL her everything without the fear she will say something to someone or tell me something that I don’t need to hear. She will just tell me the truth and nothing more. I like that about Nikki. Thats what makes her….well, her. =)

Well, I have wrote a lot. I’m sure some lost soul is reading this right now…thinking…..right! I’m off to sleep, cry or think or something like that….